chapter 4

Chapter 4

PWB

Ah, so it was Victoria, which I've heard so much from Jasper. I listened to his stories and previously imagined her as ugly and terrible woman. Meanwhile, she was beautiful. That's what threw the eye, its frightful thinness and high growth. Płomiennorude hair cascading down her shoulders. Her face was alabaster, with no blemishes. Extremely blue eyes threw thunder in me.
She came to me slowly scanned the eyes, then stood in front of Edward and strength hit him in the face. I froze.
Edward's eyes narrowed, which was a sign that he is angry. Victoria, seeing that look, she pulled away slightly. However, they quickly regained self-assurance.
- What are you thinking ?! - Screamed. - Do not call me, do not answer my text messages, and now you brought yourself this trollop!
I gasped outraged and already had her say openly, when Jasper grabbed my hand, stopping me. I looked at him, and he let me eyelet.
In the end, Edward said, frighteningly calm tone of voice.
- Victoria, if I ever promised you that I have an exclusive? I assured that I have for you any more feelings? At the beginning of our relationship I told you that I am not the type that involves permanently. Agree to that. Only sex and fun. That was the deal. Honey, you're not the type of woman that men would like to have a wife. Lover - yes, but nothing more. I remember this - Bella is not trollop. It is a normal girl, which simply helping and there's no sexual overtones. Not all are so hypocritical as you.
Edward finished, then looked at us. Jasper barely restrained laughter. I smiled broadly. I was tempted to tell her something, but I think Edward's speech was sufficient.
Victoria looked like she had her ears just fly out of steam. She came to me very close and hissed:
- This is not over, bitch. You will not have Edward, you still count.
I smiled sweetly at her, then grabbed her purse and threw out the window.
- My dear, you're still welcome here. Everyone likes to watch how people make themselves present. I can dispense with Edward, but I am afraid that he may have preferred to gouge out his eyes, than look at you. So - bye-bye.
I waved her and slammed the door in his face. Jasper, now no longer able to hold back, burst into loud laughter so that I had to cover her ears.
- Oh, baby, it was great! High five, yes! I knew that you are a fierce competitor. I was in your position I would have banged her.
- Do not think that I did not think about it. However, sometimes the words work more than a fist. Father taught me. I already have a pretty busy today, so I refuse to continue watching this bogey.
- In that case, you have to think of something else. I do not want to go to the office, and knowing Edward would just dragged me there.
- No, you know what? I'll go and I lay. My head ached. I think stupidity so it works for me - I laughed. Wake me when it starts, "Dr. House ". Frankly, I do not understand with the series, but the main character really to my liking. I can teach you a little medicine with your time.
- Do not take it seriously. Sooner would die adhering to what they say there. And to learn better the "ER". He once wanted to be a doctor, hoping to meet the hot Abby.
I shook my head. It was impossible, really. I went to my room and lay down. Before I knew it, I fell asleep.

Passed next week, filled with watching TV, cooking, washing and reading. I started a little bored, even though I was used to it.
Jasper did not come as often now because the company had an urgent task. Edward I saw only late in the evening. Come tired, sometimes he did not eat, but immediately went to bed.
Increasingly, I thought a lot about why allow me to live here. I felt something behind it. I did not know why he once believed me. But time travel is something impossible. He told me once said. And he, as the march, he immediately accepted my explanation. If you do not Edward, I dare broach the subject first. I was almost certain that it will not do any good.
The man hid in some mystery. This was evident in his eyes. Wyziewał of these frightful pain and emptiness. Sometimes he would sit and think to themselves for a long moment, not paying attention to anything. He looked so lonely then on that every time I had to hold back so as not to run up to him and did not hug. In the past, had something terrible happen. Something that does not give him peace. I understood it, because the demons of the past and I did not want to leave. The nightmares returned suddenly, when I thought I'd never come back. I know that the end of life will not forget.
Sometimes I remember about my life before that tragic day. What I was then happy, how joyful. I've always been the apple of her father's eye. Bought me everything I wanted. Thinking about it was masochism, but I wanted to keep this in mind.
The worst part was that over the years, in my mind the image faded from his father. This is what he looked like, sounded like his laughter. Wrinkled his eyebrows when he thought about something intensely. And the smell - a mixture of cigars, expensive perfume and pomade. As a child, I loved him breathe. Entire childhood is a time spent with his father. Horseback riding, shooting, reading stories before the fire.
Before I knew it, tears dropped my cheeks. I allowed myself to cry, but just this once. So I lay down on the bed and cried. I cried from the depths of my heart - his father, for a lost life, his mother, which I could not know. I guess I needed. Years of being strong and independent culminated in me emotions, which in the end I had to give a run out.
I could finally breathe a full breast, I felt lighter at heart.

Suddenly I heard a soft knock on the door, so I quickly wiped my face with tears. Edward stood in the doorway with a strange expression on his face. After a minute he spoke.
- We need to talk
I realized that I longed for conversation, has finally arrived.

PWE

I could not focus on anything today. Papers fall out of my hands, spilled coffee. It was almost like the first day, when I met Bella.
Bella. A whole week of great concern my thoughts, I had to finally talk to her. I can not put it off forever. It's been more than two weeks after all, since there is.
I knew that something guessed. Sometimes she looked at me with a suspicious eye, and if it were caught in this, blushed. If you do not talk to her, you may go. But nothing could hold her.
Jasper has repeatedly said she could get her apartment. He refused and did not know why. It could also live with him. Actually, they treated as siblings.
Is now the right time? Jasper does not come, because he went for two days to Chicago to sign a contract. So there is no one who can stop me and Bella.
God, why it must be so difficult? I am, after all, Edward Cullen. Brave, ruthless and implacable. I could not part with one woman?
I stood up. Time to end this little game. I'll talk to her today and ask for help. Claire said, the new secretary that I go out and I will not go back to work. I got into the elevator, nervously bit her lip and returned downstairs.
I wiped my sweaty palms on his jacket and breathed. In the kitchen, she was not there, so I knocked on the room. She had red eyes, she had already crying. Perhaps it would have a nightmare? At night, quite often I heard screaming. I always wanted to run and hug her, but I thought it would not be the best idea.
In the end I said, I could not stand indefinitely after the threshold the door to her room. I said that we need to talk. It looked as though it has long been waiting for. Probably so.
- Sit down next to me - she said.
I sat down, cleared my throat and blurted out:
- Help me to go back to the past.
Her eyes widened. She looked at me incredulously and toes Miel blanket.
- What do I do? Are you crazy? You think I utter the magic words and the door opens before me?
- And this is not?
- No, it is not. You must tell me one thing. Why did believe me, I'm from the past? How can you be sure that I'm not crazy?
What should I tell her? Is this the moment where I tell the whole truth? How does she accept?
I could not foresee. But I had to say something.
- Why do you believe? Because of desperation, the naive hope that, as you can see, I did not die in the end. I just do not have anything to lose. Everything I loved, I lost a long time ago. I do not have, just, no choice but to believe you. And this happens is that I saw how przechodziłaś. It looked like out of this world. Like magic.
- What happened? What happened in your past that this are you? Bitter, unhappy and without joy in his eyes. I can see it, because I'm such. Please tell me.
I breathed deeply. Now or never.
- Do you want to know? Do you really want to know? You lost your father, I know that. However, I lost two people. And it's their own fault. There can be nothing worse.
- Who are you lost?
- Catherine, the love of my life. And my baby, my unborn child, which I learned too late. I died ...