chapter 2

Chapter 2


PWB

I ran into the room stunned. Her cheeks were burning me like a scorched alive. I put my hands on them. I had arms and legs like jelly.
I leaned against the door and slid over them. Sitting on the floor, trying to comprehend intrusive thoughts.
Fingers touched his lips. Still feel its taste. Nobody me it never kissed. Of course, there were those who dared to sneak kisses, but they were fast and untrained. But this? In my time, so to behave, it was only after the wedding. It escaped.
Why do it? So far behaved as if I barely tolerated, though sometimes she caught him on how staring at me. A strange sight, so intense. Whether it was due to alcohol? Because how can you explain that?
And I? I knew what was coming as soon as they approached me. I was able to push him away, hit, whatever. Instead, willingly given up. What does he think of me? I'm the same as all the women, who are chasing him. As Victoria.
It should not have happened. We crossed a certain limit and I'm afraid that the return is gone. As I now look him in the eye? After all, I groaned. God, I have to admit, even to herself. I liked. I liked kissing with Edward Cullen. And if he had not repented, I do not know if I'd managed to do it.
I sighed and hid her face in her hands. Maybe you will not mind? In the end, he was drunk. If it will be different, I do not know how I would live here anymore.
I felt very tired. For the first time I realized that I was beyond everything. Two weeks of continuous surprises, innovations and learn new things. From the outside it looks like I have long since adapted, but really, sometimes I'd been terrified.
Yet so many before me, I have so many things I do not know. The most I fear for my future. Do not want to go back, and yet here I will not stay forever. Especially after today's incident.
I could no longer think about it. I lay down on the bed, trying to fall asleep. Amazingly, I was able to very quickly.

Glaring sun woke me up that stubbornly skradało out the window. I looked at my watch. It was ten. I got up slowly and stretched.
Suddenly, the events of the previous day came back to me with a vengeance. I sank back onto the bed.
Maybe left for work? God, I hope, because I'm terribly hungry. I took random things to wear. Green blouse and jeans. I went to the bathroom to take a shower. After ten minutes I got dressed and stood in the room, not knowing what to do. I walked on tiptoe to the door and opened the them lightly. No one was there.
I act like an idiot - I thought, angry with herself.
I went to the kitchen, trying not to remember what had happened. Bello, calm down - lashing itself.
I put the kettle on, I took the cereal and milk. I made myself breakfast and sat down at the table. Mmm, I loved the chocolate balls. Linger at the window, watching the two pigeons coo on the window.
- Erm.
I jumped violently and kicked off with the remnant bowl of milk. I looked up. Edward stood above me, not looking me in the eyes. Looked away from him and started taking a rag to wipe the floor. At the same time as me, he wanted to do the same. Our palms are touched, and I felt a wave of heat. I took his hand quickly.
Edward stood up, putting his hands in his pocket. He looked terribly. Sunken, cloudy eyes and hair in disarray. Probably not very well I feel.
I could no longer endure the awkward silence. I had to speak.
- Why are not you at work?
He laughed.
- You've seen what I look like? For this, I do not know whether zdołałbym walk up to the elevator. I'm not in its best form. Listen, when it comes to yesterday's ...
- Nothing happened, really. You were drunk, did not know what you're doing - I interrupted. - It happens to everyone. Forget about it.
- Yeah, forget. No no, okay. I am glad that you are not offended. In your place, have long przylałbym himself in the face.
I smiled.
- If you are very dependent on that, then I can at any time to do it.
He laughed out loud, then grabbed his head, groaning. I giggled softly. I was grateful for the discharge atmosphere.
- Infusing those of herbs that are best for a hangover. My old cook betrayed me no recipe.
- Thanks, because I feel like a steamroller ran over me. And I have to go to the office because I have an important meeting this afternoon.
I gave him a brew that wincing as he drank. Then he went to his room to dress up, and after twenty minutes, took the elevator to the office.
And I? I do not know what to do with myself I sat on the couch, with a random book, which I found in the bookcase. I looked at the cover: "The company" John Grisham. Even though I did not want to read the summary.
After half an hour of reading, I gave it up. I could not pull up the story, so I put it into place.

I can not take so long. I'm tired of sitting idle at home. A little time to become independent.
I wore a shirt with long sleeves, put my shoes. I took the money you gave me, Edward, and I went to the elevator. I did not know where I want to go, but in the end she had to begin to explore the world.
I pulled down and went outside, wondering how to hail a cab. I stood there a moment, not knowing what to do. I looked around and saw a young man who called a taxi. I decided to do the same.
- Taxi!
I watched him a yellow car pulled up next to me. I got inside. The driver looked at me and said.
- Where are you?
I had no idea where to go. Totally did not know the city. I said the first thing that came to my head.
- Please let me down where the most is going on, where a lot of people.
The driver looked at me a moment, then nodded.
- Well then, at Time Square *, you will not find a better place.
I leaned against the seat and closed my eyes. I did not know if I'm doing well. But I did not know completely in New York, only ** Upper East Side, where I lived now.

I left no message not Edward. I hope to be back before you run the job.
After half an hour we arrived. I looked stunned. I paid the taxi driver and got out.
All around me, people crowded on buildings flashed a big advertising. It was so colorful and terribly crowded. I did not know which way to go. People callously pushes me on all sides of an effort forward. I felt like I was flowing river against the current. In the end, I managed to get out of the crowd and stood under a balcony.
I looked around and the first thing that caught my eye, it's a big sign on the building NASDAQ ***.
I was walking down the sidewalk, and I looked at each window, which I passed. From looking up hurting my neck. On the big TV people advertise different products, the singers sang, and the people who walked past me, even did not pay attention to it! I could not understand it. Can you just get used to all the technological innovations that nothing human is not surprising? It's very sad. I absorbed everything like a sponge. Okręcałam on its axis, smiled to himself. People looked at me like I was crazy, but I did not care. I was happy with this choice.
I saw the word "theater" on a nearby building and gratified went inside. The poster read that right will play Hamlet. I loved this play. I walked over to the window to buy tickets. However, not counted how much money I have. I fifty-two US dollars, and the ticket cost seventy-five. Resigned went out into the street. At one point I felt a tug and a bag disappeared from my arm. I looked up in surprise and saw a black boy who runs away from her. I've been robbed! I started screaming:
- Help! Help! I've been robbed!
Nobody paid any attention to me. Resigned I sat on the steps of the theater. What am I to do now? I did not have money to go home. I could not walk or go back.
I started to walk aimlessly, people hurrying past. I wanted to go to the other side of the street, so I went to her, glancing only briefly. Suddenly, I was stunned by the loud honking from all sides. The taxi drove millimeter from my leg. From another car, a man started yelling at me loudly, waving his arms. Scared I ran fast.
Tears started to fly me on the cheek. A beggar came up to me. He smelled of alcohol. Exhibited to me the cup.
- Miss can throw a dollar? Let the lady be good, I have kids to feed.
I ran away from him and fell into the first encountered space. The whole place smelled of incense. The air was smoke, and about a constant variety of items. Lots of elephants, some of the original deities. There were also some strange clothes. Suddenly, from behind the woman came out the other door. She was wearing strange clothes. Like colored sheet wrapped around each other. At the center of his forehead was a blue dot. I looked at her name tag with the name of Hasita.
The woman smiled at me.
- How may I serve you?
I walked unsteadily closer.
- Can you help me? Robbed me, I do not know the city and I do not what to go home. - I cried quite.
A woman came up to me and hugged me arm.
- Come on, now. Do not cry, not the first time it happens here. You have to call someone?
Only now I realized that I have with me a number to Edward and Jasper. I nodded.
- Give me tweak you and call - she said, and then struck a number and handed me the phone.
- What? - Edward said after the three signals.
- Edw ... Edward? - Said plaintively.
- What happened? - Asked worried.
- Help me. When you go to the office, I could not sit still in the apartment. So I took the money and got into a taxi. I wanted to do some sightseeing. Dropped me on this colorful street. God, as it is called? Time ... Time something. I wanted to go to the theater, but I had very little money. As I left, some guy took my purse! - I threw out the words, one after another. - He wandered aimlessly until he went into a shop and the nice lady gave me a call.
I heard her breath.
- Talk to the lady where you are.
The woman apparently heard what he said, because I immediately replied:
- Times Sqaure, 23 street. Indian shop "Jasmin"
I gave the address to Edward, and he just threw:
- Well, I'm about - and he hung up.

PWE

God, what a day. For the tenth time, I started to massage his temples. I could not even concentrate on work. I sat comfortably in his chair and closed my eyes.
I again returned to the memories of the night. The taste of her lips, silky hair, moan that came from it.
Once again today, has focused on the whole event. Why do I kissed her? How could I do this if a few hours earlier I told her about Catherine? Is that for sure it was a result of drinking? In the morning, when she told me to forget about it, I felt sad. And that's what I wanted. It was just a stupid jump. Certainly can not never happen again.

Suddenly my cell said. I looked at the display. Unknown number. I have received.
- What?
- Edward? - I heard Bella's voice trembling. I got scared. I asked what happened. She began to throw out words, the speed of a machine gun. I listened carefully and told her that I am going.
I sighed. What occurred to her?
I pulled down and got into the limo. I told the driver to go as soon as possible. After twenty-five minutes later, we arrived.
I quickly found a shop and went inside. She sat at the counter, crying and she was shaking. A woman, probably saleswoman, said something to her. This just nodded. When she saw me, her face lit up a smile that as much as I stood in the place. She ran up to me.
- Edward! I'm so glad that you are! I was so scared. I'm sorry that I left alone, but I was bored and I wanted to end up on their own to explore the city.
- It was said that you're bored, I'd take you somewhere. Well, that nothing worse had happened to you. New York is a dangerous city. Especially for you.
I went to the clerk and left her a hundred dollars.
- Thank you very much for your help.
The woman smiled at me.
- Not at all. In those days, you have to help the needy. See Bella, I hope to meet again.
Bella waved at her and left.
- Will you take me sometime to the theater? - She said softly.
- Of course, when you want. Maybe next week because Tanya returns. Zabralibyśmy her and Jasper. Certainly not today. I know I'm damn good-looking, but today everyone would have scared me.
Bella looked at me, and laughed aloud. I smiled at her. I no longer felt the awkwardness between us. Everything was back to normal. Although no. Everything was now better.
- Although, let's go home. I'm so hungry.
We got into the limo. Bella leaned back against the seat and stared at the changing landscape outside the window.
- I'll help you get to the past, if I can. I promise you this - she whispered, still looking out the window.