Chapter 12
PWE
Gone. Just like that, I put her in the face and walked away. It's probably a dream. How could she do such a thing, after all, what happened in the limo?
And anyway, what was it? What's going on with me lately? How can one day say that I love Catherine and the other almost love with Bella? This sudden attraction to it scares me.
I do not know quite what to do. Where could she go? Jasper House is the only place where he could escape.
Damn! I do not understand it completely. After all, she was well, I saw it. She moaned, writhed and she kissed me. Why suddenly changed her mind? Damn chauffeur! All screwed up.
Memories came back to this situation. She looked so beautiful, so sexy ... dress that showed her full breasts, her hair pinned up so that the bared neck wonderful that I wanted to kiss her. to ***, which I popped into your head? I have never admired women. I had any, they just wanted to. They were on my every beck and call.
And then there was Bella, which on the one hand, I'm tempted, on the other rejects. I've never been so treated, I did not have to strain. I do not like it. I lost my control, my composure.
I sat in the limo perhaps half an hour, not wanting to go home. Suddenly, my cell phone rang. Jasper.
- What do you want? - I asked very politely.
- What the hell did this girl ?! - Shouted. - He can not stop crying. Looks scary!
Breathed a sigh of relief. I could already be calm.
- So, it is with you? Phew, that's good. I was worried. Jasper, listen, I'll tell you another time. Nothing like this has not happened. Take care of her.
- That just does not need to tell me. I know her better than you. And I hope you can tell, because you know that I will not give you peace. I can not watch her suffer.
- Ok, I promise, I'll tell you. I have to go, bye.
I hung up and went to the living room. I sat down on the couch, hiding her face in her hands. What have I done? But I did not want to hurt her. And now suffers, says Jasper. Although, what have I done? I want her, she loves me too. Is there something wrong with that?
Maybe it's the fact that she is the other times? I never thought about it. What must it feel, what is lost. In the eighteenth century, after such behavior was considered. Women who behave, treated like whores. Maybe she felt it so?
I remembered her eyes - full of pain and shame. Maybe then she realized it? I was such a fool! I should not have to act like a horny teenager who wants to fuck a girl in the back seat of the car. I'm a moron, without a doubt.
I got up and went to the bar to pour himself a drink. Can drink me calm. I went up to the window and slowly sipped the drink. Suddenly something caught my attention.
The guy in the black coat. About this mentioned Bella, but then it downplayed. He stood outside and looked up at my window, smoking a cigarette. Is that another journalist, looking for the dirt? I looked at him closely. A little longer, black hair, very high. Nothing more I could see from that distance. Still stood there and stared.
I could not stand. I ran to the door and quickly slid down the elevator down. I shot it like a shot and ran outside. The man quickly spotted me and started running towards the center. I started chasing him. He looked back, and I saw the incredible blue eyes. He ran across the street, not looking at anything. I followed him, but I almost ran over by a car. The driver started shouting curses me. I looked around. I lost it. Damn.
Who could it be? I was worried it might be a psycho. Maybe he liked Bella, and now it keeps? I decided to keep a close eye closest to me around. I went back to the apartment, filled the glass again. And so, through the night, I drank a whole bottle. Spinning in my head, so I lay down on the couch. It reminded me of the day when I came home drunk and kiss with Bella.
I could not resist. Even then, I should note something. And I'm stupid He told himself that it was the wine consumed alcohol. I was so blind. What I do in general feel for her? I want her, I know for sure. I wish I kiss, touch, caress. I do not know why it took me. But even at the beginning I did not like. There is beauty, like Victoria and Tanya. However, it is extremely feminine and sexy. These full lips made for kissing, the long hair, which I would like to stroke, those big eyes, I could look at for hours. Stop! What am I even thinking? God, I think I'm feeling sick. I have to try to sleep.
I fell asleep and dreamed of strange things. Bella dressed in a wedding gown, standing before the altar and smiling at the crowd. She looked phenomenal. I stood in the door of the church, dressed in a tuxedo. I do not know why, but I walked toward her. Suddenly, at her side appeared someone else. I stood amazed. This man, whom I saw in the window! He walked over to her, to which she smiled brightly. Came the priest, which he began to give them to the wedding. I screamed, but no one could hear me.
I woke up in the morning, drenched in sweat. Head ached terribly, so I got up and went to the kitchen to take something for the pain. I sat down on a chair and put my head on the cold table. I'll never be thirsty.
A moment later, I went into the shower, the hot water becoming a good while, I gave a pleasant relaxation. Then I called Jasper to talk to Bella. Of course, she would not talk to me. I sighed. It will be more difficult than I thought.
I did not go to work. I sat all day at home watching cartoons and random stupid programs. In the evening, I called back again and she did not want to come to the phone. So passed the whole week, in which I appeared only occasionally work at important meetings. I did not care all the rest. I gave the appropriate commands and I hope that will cope without me.
Throughout the week, Bella did not want to talk to me. I was sick of it. It was Friday and planned to take matters into their own hands. Jasper went to Boston for a conference, and Tanya had a fashion show. Bella was so alone in the house, and I had the spare keys that Jasper gave me a long time ago.
Without waiting for the limo, I grabbed a taxi and drove in his apartment. I breathed deeply. I was upset. I knocked on the door, on the other side could hear the gentle scrape.
- Who's there? - I heard her soft voice.
- Edward - I said.
She answered silence.
- Edward, go away, please. I do not want to see you - after all, she spoke.
Oh no, dear, do not be so easy. I'm tired of your avoiding me.
- I'm not leaving here until we talk. Open the door.
I heard him sigh. It's probably a good sign.
- No, go away, I will not open you. Understand, I'm not ready yet.
Is not ready? Good one. As I do not want the goodness, try to force it.
- Well, if you say so - I said softly and opened the door of my key.
I saw goes to the bathroom, but did not give her chance to escape. I grabbed her by the arm and pressed to the wall. My desire to talk suddenly drifted in blue distance. I looked at her body flushed and wet hair and felt a surge of lust.
- Now you will not escape me - she croaked, moving closer to her.
Do not run away, do not struggled with me. Just constant, heavy breathing and staring at me.
Then she sighed deeply and whispered:
- I do not want to run.
I could no longer stand it. Fist grabbed her hair and pressed her lips to his. She sighed loudly and began to reciprocate the kiss. She opened her mouth, giving me free access. I slipped the tongue touching the palate and fighting with her tongue. We kissed passionately, biting each other lips. I ran his tongue over her lips were so cute ... She wrapped her arms around my neck, pressing me closer to him. I felt immediately hardens.
I grabbed her wrists and pressed to the wall. Bella gasped into my mouth. Returned his lips to her neck. Licked, sucked and bit. She turned her head, giving me better access. I drove the language throughout its length. Sighed loudly. I got to the ears and began to gently suck the earlobe, and Bella shivered.
- I want you - I whispered. - I want to kiss and touch ... anywhere. And I want you to touch me too.
At these words, Bell released a loud moan and started kissing me passionately. I realized that I still stand by the wall. I grabbed her thighs and put on his feet on his hips. I pressed her to him to make her feel how much I'm excited. Suddenly opened her eyes and looked at me in surprise.
I smiled at her askance.
- Do you feel what I am because of you hard? - I whispered in her ear, on the occasion lightly biting. I felt shocked her. - Only you make me feel that way.
I carried her into the living room, still kissing and lay on the bed. She lay there in a big shorts and blouse, through which one could see her hardened nipples. Spread their wet hair around. She was so beautiful. This sexy. I climbed up on the bed, laying on her. She moved her hips violently, causing me moan. I grabbed it and repeated it. And again. Bella began to pant loudly. I started to kiss her again, and she reciprocated eagerly kisses.
I wandered hands on her shoulders and belly. T-shirt rolled up, showing me a big chunk of her body. I put my hand under a T-shirt. Bella did not have a bra. Almost came when I felt her breasts in his hands. These fit perfectly. Stuck her in the direction of my hands, with a loud jęknięciem. I started massaging them while still kissing her. It was so soft, such complete. She picked her fingers on the hard nipples, which writhed beneath me. I grabbed them and started pinching fingers.
- God! - Bella screamed.
I caught the tips of her fingers blouse when she sat down. She looked at me with misty eyes, then put his hands under my shirt. She began to lead his fingers on my chest, and I closed my eyes. She took his hand and began to slowly unbutton nodules, still looking deeply into my eyes. When it unbuttoned, she looked at me and sighed. She held out her hand, and then hid it again.
- Go ahead, touch - I invited.
She placed her hands on my chest and began gliding them around the torso. Slowly, brushing lightly. Fingers circled my nipples and slid down to the abdomen. I could not take it anymore. I pushed her back onto the bed, which was unexpectedly giggled. I pulled her blouse, and Bella covered her up. I tore her gentle hands.
- Do not cover up, you're beautiful - I whispered.
For a moment he simply just watched. Her breasts were so beautiful, firm and rounded. Perfect. I leaned over and took a nipple in his mouth. Bella bent in an arc, pulling me tightly by the hair. Hissed. Sucked, licked one, then the other. I bit him lightly, circling around the tongue.
- Edward - she sighed.
Wandered on her stomach by inserting language into the navel. Her breasts quickly rose and fell along with accelerated breathing. The sight of her made it my penis has become even more hard. I got to the edge of her mouth shorts and started to download it, very slowly. She looked at me scared, so I returned to her mouth, kissing her again. At the same time still slid shorts. I downloaded it, and Bella was in black lace panties.
On this view, for a moment, I stopped breathing. In the end, he took off my pants, becoming only in his boxers. Bella looked at them, biting her lip. She was a little scared. Lay back on it, adhering to the entire body. The feeling was simply amazing. I started to move her hips slightly. Her breasts brushed against my chest, and my penis on her panties. Bella wandered tiny fingers down my back.
No longer able to extend it further, and descended slowly began to slide her panties. At the sight before my eyes, almost groaned aloud. Closer, hand to tufts of black hair and touched her. Bella gasped and clutched thighs.
- Shh, relax. Do not worry, I just want to make bliss - I assured her.
Uncertainly again parted them, and I laid there the whole hand. Kneaded and massaged gently it moves lower and lower. I put one finger inside, feeling, what is cramped and ... wet. I could not take it anymore. I put a second finger, and I set off them for a moment. Bella writhed and moaned. I put forward with her fingers and took off his boxers. She blushed and tore me away. I laughed with her embarrassment. I grabbed her head and kissed her hard and passionately. Finally looked at my large penis at the moment and gasped, biting her lip. I lay down on it, laying between her thighs. Hands wandered over her breasts, shoulders and back. I had to prepare.
- This may hurt a little bit - I warned.
She nodded and put his feet on my hips, pulling me even more. I relaxed and planted my one fell swoop at her. She screamed briefly and loudly, and her eyes flowed with tears. I kissed her, calming. While I was in such a position, just to be memorized. After a moment, touched lightly. No screams.
- It does not hurt?
- No, it's okay - she whispered softly.
I started to move, slowly at first, then faster. I entered and went out, doing a long push. Bella at first silent, suddenly began to moan and respond to my movements. I grabbed her buttocks and went even deeper. Bella pierced her nails into my back, causing the sweet pain. Surprisingly, she bit me on the shoulder, which groaned loudly. I quickened, pushing and kneading her buttocks. She answered my every move, every move, kissing me deeply.
Suddenly I felt like tightens around me and I knew it was coming. I bent down and took in her mouth hardened nipple, sucking him hard. Bella arched bow and screamed loudly, then fell back onto the bed. I, being already at the end, I made the last two thrusts and I finished it, shaking. I fell at her, trying to catch his breath. Bella took me tight shoulders, hugging me. We lay just a moment. In the end rolled off of her, so as not to overwhelm. I looked into her eyes. Biting his lip, which I loved. Suddenly she smiled and kissed me hard.
- It was ... it was ... I do not know how to explain it. It was magic - she whispered happily.
I returned a smile, feeling masculine pride.
- I know. I am glad that you enjoyed it. Bella, so much I wanted to ... - I confessed.
She blushed and hid her face in her hands.
- God, I love you too. So much. Although it should not. Edward, what do we do now?
I shrugged my shoulders.
- I do not know, Bella. We'll worry about that later. Now, I'm exhausted and I want to sleep. - I laid back on the pillows us.
Bella hid her head in my shoulder and just fell asleep. That night I did not have any dreams
niedziela, 18 stycznia 2015
chapter six
Chapter 11
PWB
He expected me to consent. I saw it in his eyes. He wanted me. He wanted me to go upstairs to his apartment, and she loved him.
God, what resulted? It started from a simple massage, and what end? I could stop him, and I felt after I saw what he was doing. But I could not, did not want to. I craved his touch. Every cell of my body. Champagne only helped me to relax.
It was wrong, wrong, and such delightful. I wanted to touch me. Everywhere.
I can not believe that this has changed. Never let any man for such actions. It was wrong.
What would happen if we did not stop the driver? I'd give him, like a cheap dz *** a. Zdołałabym not resist. I do not want.
When the relationship between us that have changed? But at the beginning I hated him. Very. I was afraid of his behavior, how they refer to me. After all, it is unpleasant, difficult in the refinement man. Even you can not like him. Not to mention the other feelings.
What I do actually feel to it? Desire, that I was sure. But apart? I did not know.
With thoughts of his grunt escaped me. Still staring at me. Skipping his eyes, looked at the view from the window. Even I did not notice when it began to rain.
I looked at each other. Dress resolved, breasts almost in sight. Shoes lying somewhere on the floor. Disheveled hair fell on my face.
I felt tears creeping into your eyes. What I led? Father would not be proud of me.
The thought of him, tears flew one after the other. I grabbed my shoes and wore on his feet.
Edward frowned and grabbed my hand. I freed him.
- Bella - he whispered.
- Edward, I can not, I just can not! - Shouted with tears and opened the door.
I ran out into the rain, now intensified. After a while, I was completely soaked.
Edward came behind me and grabbed my hand.
- Let me Edward - struggled up. - I can not do, you know? Not that I was brought up. You will not be your next cheap whore, you'll have to sing a finger.
Edward's eyes darkened. He caught me in an iron grip.
- You really think so? Do you really think that I could treat you so?
- I do not know Edward, I do not know anything. Please leave me alone.
- I will not leave you. I know you want me, so I love you. Do not deny that.
I've hung my head and tried to get out of his grasp. I did not see anything, the rain flooded my eyes. Edward suddenly threw me to the car and pressed his lips to the anger of my mouth. He grabbed his wrists and put his head. I groaned loudly, while trying to escape. Freed one arm and did the first thing that came to my mind. Swung and hit him full force in the face.
Edward looked at me surprised. He pressed his hand to the red cheek. Without waiting for his reaction, I grabbed the ends of the dresses in her hands and began to run.
- To the ***! - I heard Edward. - Bella!
He did not even watched.
The rain turned into a downpour. I knew where he was heading. But first I had to call.
I stood under the roof restaurant and pulled out of the bag phone. For the past week I learned to handle it. I quickly picked required number. Answered on the second ring.
- Bella?
- Jasper? I come to you? Please - I begged.
- What happened? Something with Edward?
- Edward nothing happened. I'll tell you how to come. May I?
- Of course. He did not even ask. My house is always open to you ..
- Thank you. Just do not have the money. You'll be waiting at home and pay for the course?
- Bello come after you, where are you?
- Close to the apartment. Before the Italian restaurant.
- Wait for me there.
I hung up and crouched against the wall. Hid his face in his hands. Tears dropped from my eyes, mixed with rain. People walking on the pavement looked at me. One old lady asked if I'm feeling good. I nodded my head. I was not able to speak.
Arms hugged her knees and rocked forward and backward. Hair hid my view, the rain ran down the ends. I did not care.
I suddenly felt strong hands on his shoulders. I looked up. Jasper. I got up and threw him crying in his arms. He rocked me, standing in the rain and soaked. I did not care, I just wanted to give me a hug.
He stroked my hair, whispering soothing words. It lasted maybe ten minutes. In the end, he grabbed my hand and put him in a taxi. He got behind me and took me arm.
- Shh, do not cry now. Baby everything will be fine - whisper. - We will sit at home, I'll make you some tea and tell me everything. Tanya is with me, very worried about you. I no longer cry.
- Thank you, Jasper. You're like my brother he never had.
I felt like smiling at my head.
- It's little sister, older brother find advice on everything. Do not worry.
I smiled. He's always been able to make it. Dear Jasper ..
Linger on the landscape outside the window, when suddenly I saw him again. A man in a trench coat, which he hid in a side street. He looked straight at me. I shook my head. It seems to me - I said to myself. I saw it twice, it still does not mean anything.
We arrived at last to his apartment and had forgotten about it. I was tired from crying. So he caught me in his arms and carried her to the elevator.
At home waiting for us Tanya. She looked at me worried eyes. As soon as I entered, she hugged me tight, not looking at the whole it get wet. Even more she falls apart.
- Oh dear. You are all wet. Jasper bring her some his shirt and shorts. Will chill. I'll make you some tea with honey.
-Thank You, Tanya and I'm sorry for the trouble - I whispered.
The girl waved her hand and took me into the kitchen.
- Do not talk nonsense. No problem. Jasper loves you, and I know you at least briefly, I really liked. You have and drink - handed me the cup.
I accepted it gratefully. I sat on the chair and drank slowly. Jasper came back with clothes.
I went to the bathroom to change. I looked in the mirror. Looked horribly. Smudged makeup, tousled hair. And lips ... swollen from kissing. I sat on the tub and started crying again.
I heard a knock at the door.
- Bella, can I come in?
- Tanya is probably not the best idea.
- Please, I just want to talk to you.
I got up and opened the door. The girl on my back gave me a hug. If possible, I started crying even more.
- Edward? - Asked only.
I nodded, saying nothing. Tanya sighed, then took some liquid and began to wipe off makeup with me. She took me a clip of hair, then combed and tied them. She pulled me and sat down on the edge of the tub.
- Do you love him? - Asked directly.
I looked at her in surprise.
- How can I love him like I know him less than a month? Tanya, I ... I do not know - I finished.
- I noticed it today. These your eyes on each other. Between you and something is born and you can not deny it. What happened today?
I looked at her, biting her lip. I did not know how to say it. What does she think of me?
- When we returned limousine terribly hurt my feet. Edward offered that will make me a massage. And ... a massage is not over. If the driver is not that he spoke, would have loved to be there, in the car - I said, and hid his face in his hands.
Tanya sighed. I looked at her. She smiled.
- Bello and what's wrong with that? - Asked finally.
- Everything. This is not me, you know? I never acted this is not. Not that I was brought up. If my father lived, wstydziłabym to look him in the eye.
- Oh, girl! This is what you are real you! This is your desire, your desire. Want to Edward, you want to touch you. There is nothing wrong with that. You do not have to be ashamed of. It is beautiful. Many a woman wanted to feel something.
- But I do not know what to feel! - Shouted. - When Edward is close, it overwhelms me everything about it. His smell, his voice, his appearance. I'm afraid that you do not understand? I've never felt. I hated him yet!
Tanya laughed out loud.
- You do not know this saying from hatred to love one step? Bello love him. It does not matter whether the past year, a month or two days. That does not count.
- Even so, he does not love me. Catherine loves and will always love her.
- Catherine is just memories. She has been dead for many years. Edward loves her memory. You're alive, you're close to him. You have to realize he is just. Edward as anyone deserve happiness. And I believe that you can give them to him. Now stop to scribble. Remember - no guy is worth your premature wrinkles.
I smiled at her. I did not know that a simple conversation and thrown out of each other everything, make you feel lighter heart. I got up and hugged her tightly. I think I found a true friend.
- Thank you for this interview. I do not even know how I needed. I am very glad that I met you.
- I, too, am happy. Now, though, because Jasper's probably spins any suspicions, why so long we sit here.
We left and went to the kitchen. The man sat and drank coffee. He watched me intently as he saw me smile, relieved. He sat with them a while and saying that I'm tired, I went into the living room.
I lay down on the bed and immersed in thought.
Edward. The mere mention of his name causes tingling. I felt about him? Is it really was love? Or just an attraction. And if Edward felt the same? Do you want me to be close to him? He wanted to hear my voice, as I do it? Smell? Hear the laughter?
This is so hard. I've never been in love. Every man is always something missing. Everyone in the neighborhood told me that as a maid, I have too high expectations. Nothing, however, could not help it that I wanted someone special. With whom I felt safe, with whom I can talk on a variety of topics, with whom I will be able to laugh. Someone who will not treat me as inferior, which in my day was the norm. The woman was in order to deal with the house, children and husband to be on call.
I was too independent to allow ourselves to be regarded as such.
And now I met Edward. It is so different from the men they knew. Confident, arrogant, successful. On the other hand, having a sense of humor, with a soft heart. It is the kindness that you are trying to hide. And a great loneliness.
I felt tears gathering again. I shook my head. I can not rozklejać. In less than a month here, I cried more times than my whole life.
End of a badgering. With this decision, put together comfortably on the bed and fell asleep.
I spent a week in Jasper, during which Edward have been regularly struck several times daily. Jasper took some time off, I was not alone. Each time picking up the handset, told him to give me peace of mind at the moment. Still ringing.
I spent time reading, watching TV and talking with Tanya, who came every evening. Very zbliżyłyśmy to himself. She managed to persuade me to go to the cinema. She dressed me really short in short denim shorts and a black top. Men viewed for us, which really enjoyed it. I spent a very nice time.
Friday came, that I spend alone. Jasper had to leave for the day, and Tanya had her fashion show, which I did not want to leave. She was twenty, and I did not know what to do. I went into the shower.
After leaving dressed in shorts Jasper, where it was most convenient to me, even though they were a little too big. I applied a sleeveless blouse. Wet your hair down my shoulders. I just sit on the couch when I heard the doorbell. I frowned. This may Tanya came to try to persuade me.
- Who's there? - I asked.
- Edward - I heard the quiet reply.
A violent wave of feelings overpowered me. I closed my eyes. I was not ready to see him.
- Edward go away, please. Do not want to see you.
- I'm not leaving here until we talk. Open the door.
- No, go away, I will not open you. Understand, I'm not ready yet.
- Well, if you say so.
I thought that he was going to leave, when suddenly I heard a scratching lock. He was the key! I started to run to the bathroom, to close in front of him, but I ran away. Strong hands grabbed me and przycisnęły to the wall. Violently grabbed air and looked up. Edward looked up at me, his eyes darkened.
- Now you will not escape me - he rasped.
I looked at him and realized that he did not even want to run.
And how? :) I know that in this chapter are the advantages of dialogue over descriptions. In the next as it will be much descriptions ^^ So, finally, we will see
PWB
He expected me to consent. I saw it in his eyes. He wanted me. He wanted me to go upstairs to his apartment, and she loved him.
God, what resulted? It started from a simple massage, and what end? I could stop him, and I felt after I saw what he was doing. But I could not, did not want to. I craved his touch. Every cell of my body. Champagne only helped me to relax.
It was wrong, wrong, and such delightful. I wanted to touch me. Everywhere.
I can not believe that this has changed. Never let any man for such actions. It was wrong.
What would happen if we did not stop the driver? I'd give him, like a cheap dz *** a. Zdołałabym not resist. I do not want.
When the relationship between us that have changed? But at the beginning I hated him. Very. I was afraid of his behavior, how they refer to me. After all, it is unpleasant, difficult in the refinement man. Even you can not like him. Not to mention the other feelings.
What I do actually feel to it? Desire, that I was sure. But apart? I did not know.
With thoughts of his grunt escaped me. Still staring at me. Skipping his eyes, looked at the view from the window. Even I did not notice when it began to rain.
I looked at each other. Dress resolved, breasts almost in sight. Shoes lying somewhere on the floor. Disheveled hair fell on my face.
I felt tears creeping into your eyes. What I led? Father would not be proud of me.
The thought of him, tears flew one after the other. I grabbed my shoes and wore on his feet.
Edward frowned and grabbed my hand. I freed him.
- Bella - he whispered.
- Edward, I can not, I just can not! - Shouted with tears and opened the door.
I ran out into the rain, now intensified. After a while, I was completely soaked.
Edward came behind me and grabbed my hand.
- Let me Edward - struggled up. - I can not do, you know? Not that I was brought up. You will not be your next cheap whore, you'll have to sing a finger.
Edward's eyes darkened. He caught me in an iron grip.
- You really think so? Do you really think that I could treat you so?
- I do not know Edward, I do not know anything. Please leave me alone.
- I will not leave you. I know you want me, so I love you. Do not deny that.
I've hung my head and tried to get out of his grasp. I did not see anything, the rain flooded my eyes. Edward suddenly threw me to the car and pressed his lips to the anger of my mouth. He grabbed his wrists and put his head. I groaned loudly, while trying to escape. Freed one arm and did the first thing that came to my mind. Swung and hit him full force in the face.
Edward looked at me surprised. He pressed his hand to the red cheek. Without waiting for his reaction, I grabbed the ends of the dresses in her hands and began to run.
- To the ***! - I heard Edward. - Bella!
He did not even watched.
The rain turned into a downpour. I knew where he was heading. But first I had to call.
I stood under the roof restaurant and pulled out of the bag phone. For the past week I learned to handle it. I quickly picked required number. Answered on the second ring.
- Bella?
- Jasper? I come to you? Please - I begged.
- What happened? Something with Edward?
- Edward nothing happened. I'll tell you how to come. May I?
- Of course. He did not even ask. My house is always open to you ..
- Thank you. Just do not have the money. You'll be waiting at home and pay for the course?
- Bello come after you, where are you?
- Close to the apartment. Before the Italian restaurant.
- Wait for me there.
I hung up and crouched against the wall. Hid his face in his hands. Tears dropped from my eyes, mixed with rain. People walking on the pavement looked at me. One old lady asked if I'm feeling good. I nodded my head. I was not able to speak.
Arms hugged her knees and rocked forward and backward. Hair hid my view, the rain ran down the ends. I did not care.
I suddenly felt strong hands on his shoulders. I looked up. Jasper. I got up and threw him crying in his arms. He rocked me, standing in the rain and soaked. I did not care, I just wanted to give me a hug.
He stroked my hair, whispering soothing words. It lasted maybe ten minutes. In the end, he grabbed my hand and put him in a taxi. He got behind me and took me arm.
- Shh, do not cry now. Baby everything will be fine - whisper. - We will sit at home, I'll make you some tea and tell me everything. Tanya is with me, very worried about you. I no longer cry.
- Thank you, Jasper. You're like my brother he never had.
I felt like smiling at my head.
- It's little sister, older brother find advice on everything. Do not worry.
I smiled. He's always been able to make it. Dear Jasper ..
Linger on the landscape outside the window, when suddenly I saw him again. A man in a trench coat, which he hid in a side street. He looked straight at me. I shook my head. It seems to me - I said to myself. I saw it twice, it still does not mean anything.
We arrived at last to his apartment and had forgotten about it. I was tired from crying. So he caught me in his arms and carried her to the elevator.
At home waiting for us Tanya. She looked at me worried eyes. As soon as I entered, she hugged me tight, not looking at the whole it get wet. Even more she falls apart.
- Oh dear. You are all wet. Jasper bring her some his shirt and shorts. Will chill. I'll make you some tea with honey.
-Thank You, Tanya and I'm sorry for the trouble - I whispered.
The girl waved her hand and took me into the kitchen.
- Do not talk nonsense. No problem. Jasper loves you, and I know you at least briefly, I really liked. You have and drink - handed me the cup.
I accepted it gratefully. I sat on the chair and drank slowly. Jasper came back with clothes.
I went to the bathroom to change. I looked in the mirror. Looked horribly. Smudged makeup, tousled hair. And lips ... swollen from kissing. I sat on the tub and started crying again.
I heard a knock at the door.
- Bella, can I come in?
- Tanya is probably not the best idea.
- Please, I just want to talk to you.
I got up and opened the door. The girl on my back gave me a hug. If possible, I started crying even more.
- Edward? - Asked only.
I nodded, saying nothing. Tanya sighed, then took some liquid and began to wipe off makeup with me. She took me a clip of hair, then combed and tied them. She pulled me and sat down on the edge of the tub.
- Do you love him? - Asked directly.
I looked at her in surprise.
- How can I love him like I know him less than a month? Tanya, I ... I do not know - I finished.
- I noticed it today. These your eyes on each other. Between you and something is born and you can not deny it. What happened today?
I looked at her, biting her lip. I did not know how to say it. What does she think of me?
- When we returned limousine terribly hurt my feet. Edward offered that will make me a massage. And ... a massage is not over. If the driver is not that he spoke, would have loved to be there, in the car - I said, and hid his face in his hands.
Tanya sighed. I looked at her. She smiled.
- Bello and what's wrong with that? - Asked finally.
- Everything. This is not me, you know? I never acted this is not. Not that I was brought up. If my father lived, wstydziłabym to look him in the eye.
- Oh, girl! This is what you are real you! This is your desire, your desire. Want to Edward, you want to touch you. There is nothing wrong with that. You do not have to be ashamed of. It is beautiful. Many a woman wanted to feel something.
- But I do not know what to feel! - Shouted. - When Edward is close, it overwhelms me everything about it. His smell, his voice, his appearance. I'm afraid that you do not understand? I've never felt. I hated him yet!
Tanya laughed out loud.
- You do not know this saying from hatred to love one step? Bello love him. It does not matter whether the past year, a month or two days. That does not count.
- Even so, he does not love me. Catherine loves and will always love her.
- Catherine is just memories. She has been dead for many years. Edward loves her memory. You're alive, you're close to him. You have to realize he is just. Edward as anyone deserve happiness. And I believe that you can give them to him. Now stop to scribble. Remember - no guy is worth your premature wrinkles.
I smiled at her. I did not know that a simple conversation and thrown out of each other everything, make you feel lighter heart. I got up and hugged her tightly. I think I found a true friend.
- Thank you for this interview. I do not even know how I needed. I am very glad that I met you.
- I, too, am happy. Now, though, because Jasper's probably spins any suspicions, why so long we sit here.
We left and went to the kitchen. The man sat and drank coffee. He watched me intently as he saw me smile, relieved. He sat with them a while and saying that I'm tired, I went into the living room.
I lay down on the bed and immersed in thought.
Edward. The mere mention of his name causes tingling. I felt about him? Is it really was love? Or just an attraction. And if Edward felt the same? Do you want me to be close to him? He wanted to hear my voice, as I do it? Smell? Hear the laughter?
This is so hard. I've never been in love. Every man is always something missing. Everyone in the neighborhood told me that as a maid, I have too high expectations. Nothing, however, could not help it that I wanted someone special. With whom I felt safe, with whom I can talk on a variety of topics, with whom I will be able to laugh. Someone who will not treat me as inferior, which in my day was the norm. The woman was in order to deal with the house, children and husband to be on call.
I was too independent to allow ourselves to be regarded as such.
And now I met Edward. It is so different from the men they knew. Confident, arrogant, successful. On the other hand, having a sense of humor, with a soft heart. It is the kindness that you are trying to hide. And a great loneliness.
I felt tears gathering again. I shook my head. I can not rozklejać. In less than a month here, I cried more times than my whole life.
End of a badgering. With this decision, put together comfortably on the bed and fell asleep.
I spent a week in Jasper, during which Edward have been regularly struck several times daily. Jasper took some time off, I was not alone. Each time picking up the handset, told him to give me peace of mind at the moment. Still ringing.
I spent time reading, watching TV and talking with Tanya, who came every evening. Very zbliżyłyśmy to himself. She managed to persuade me to go to the cinema. She dressed me really short in short denim shorts and a black top. Men viewed for us, which really enjoyed it. I spent a very nice time.
Friday came, that I spend alone. Jasper had to leave for the day, and Tanya had her fashion show, which I did not want to leave. She was twenty, and I did not know what to do. I went into the shower.
After leaving dressed in shorts Jasper, where it was most convenient to me, even though they were a little too big. I applied a sleeveless blouse. Wet your hair down my shoulders. I just sit on the couch when I heard the doorbell. I frowned. This may Tanya came to try to persuade me.
- Who's there? - I asked.
- Edward - I heard the quiet reply.
A violent wave of feelings overpowered me. I closed my eyes. I was not ready to see him.
- Edward go away, please. Do not want to see you.
- I'm not leaving here until we talk. Open the door.
- No, go away, I will not open you. Understand, I'm not ready yet.
- Well, if you say so.
I thought that he was going to leave, when suddenly I heard a scratching lock. He was the key! I started to run to the bathroom, to close in front of him, but I ran away. Strong hands grabbed me and przycisnęły to the wall. Violently grabbed air and looked up. Edward looked up at me, his eyes darkened.
- Now you will not escape me - he rasped.
I looked at him and realized that he did not even want to run.
And how? :) I know that in this chapter are the advantages of dialogue over descriptions. In the next as it will be much descriptions ^^ So, finally, we will see
chapter five
Chapter 5
PWE
I felt a warmth spreading through my body, the source of which was in the vicinity of the lower abdomen. I felt it higher and higher, until I opened the lid. Jesus, how nice ...
They looked at me, big brown eyes, which immediately turned to my mouth. Mother of God, that I well see? Bella?
She leaned very slowly, then rubbed his mouth on mine. I shivered. She grabbed me by the hair and finally pressed with all his strength to me. She kissed me very greedily, and I involuntarily parted lips, leaving her tongue to the meeting. She groaned and pulled at my hair, and finally pulled away for a moment.
- Ever since I first saw you, I wanted to do it - she whispered.
I could not stand. I grabbed her tightly behind her head and pressed her lips to his. I bit it, sucked into, and she purred softly. She put my hand under his shirt and began to stroke my arms. Returned to his mouth and bit into her neck slightly, then began to lick. Tasted divine.
Unable to resist, I grabbed it and threw on the bed. I wanted her to feel beneath him. Automatically pressed her hips, moving them slightly. Came from her lips intermittent groan.
I put my hand under her shirt, wanting to touch, smooth skin. He stroked a flat stomach, it moves the fingers in the surrounding edge of her panties. She squirmed and whimpered beneath me. I could not resist and took off her blouse to see the breast as soon as possible. She was wearing a black bra whalebone, which gripped and lifted them up ... beautiful view. I ran the tips of his neck, heading slowly in their surroundings.
Touched by the material of the bra, first gently with your fingers, then put his hands on them all. I began to massage them and knead them. I put your fingers under the modest piece of cloth, which were covered and touched the nipples. When I did it, took a deep breath and moaned loudly. She grabbed me by the neck, and whispered in the ear:
- I want to have sex with you.
Shook me a thrill. I sent a hand down to her feet and grabbed the panty. I pulled it and ...
I sat up abruptly, feeling the sweat flowing out of me. I ran a hand across his forehead. It was just a dream, it was only a dream - I told myself.
A week has passed since Bella lives here and has not experienced it. The first time it happened to me. By this time even I did not pay much attention to her busy work.
Girl spent most of their time alone or with Jasper, which was fascinating. Between the two of them formed a strange intimacy. My friend came in the evening and bring movies, because Bella, as it turned out, was a devout kinomanką. I had a pretty good taste.
After several sessions she had her favorite actor, whose view sighed quietly. However, when asked about him, replied that she did not like it, but only admires his ability. Yes, yes ... like most of the women in this world.
Strained ear, because I heard some sounds from her room. Well, watch it again. She loved Jack Sparrow * Two days ago, and for the third time watching the movie with him. It was clear, it certainly Johnny Deep ** at her work.
I heard her laugh. How has changed since I went there. All around so it is no longer surprising. Bella Jasper learned of your TV and DVD, took a couple of times for lunch. She was charmed New York, she liked neon signs, cars, or even ordinary lights at the crossing.
To me to continue to keep a certain distance, did not trust me and talked to me a little. And I knew that I finally muster and just ask her for help. It's a new experience for me because I always someone else wanted her away from me.
But whether you agree? Do you will want something in return? I had so many doubts ...
Liked it here, it was visible to the naked eye. Do, however, will want to go back to the past? I was not sure.
I lay back on the bed, wanting to fall asleep again. However, immediately reminded me of a dream. I moved, and I was already excited, hardened - and it very much. I'll have to take care of it. I got up and went into the shower. How fucking teenager.
PWB
She yawned again. I got used for lounging, there is nothing. Not so long ago, I'd have a couple of hours on their feet.
I sighed. I do not know what to think. I feel good here, I can not deny it. In my past, there is no one who would be missed. I do not want to go back, but I can not live forever with Edward. The more that he rather likes me too.
For the last week behaved harshly towards me and rather talk to me. I do not know whether or not I had enough, or simply that was. I saw it only in the morning and in the evening, when he returned from work. I just nodded his head, and sometimes asked about my day.
Cook every day, but I strongly forbade. After two days, I have learned to operate the oven and never had a problem with it. However, it had claimed painful burns.
Slowly getting used to the local world. It's really exciting and a lot easier to live in it. A smile appeared on my face at the memory, as it was a week ago.
It started with the purchase. All the clothes in the shops were so beautiful and colorful. And very scanty. I was sure that I do not dare to wear such things. In my time as a costume would be on the lips of everyone and not liczyłoby that I am only a servant. And here? Women walk the streets baring breasts and buttocks. Everything wore, was tight and short. And these shoes, from which you can get a fear of heights ...
In some ways, my world did not differ so much from it. There, fashion was important for the upper classes, someone dressed in a dress from last season was Pointing fingers. And the underwear. I blushed at the memory, because I remembered the incident in the dressing room. How ashamed I was then, I felt like I was completely naked!
I still walk around New York; though short, was amazing. Zbłaźniłam with a rotating door, but I could not resist. I felt like a little kid on a carousel, so by turning in circles. An incredible feeling. People looked at me like I was crazy, and Edward laughed at me. They are accustomed to everything, and I'm like a kid getting to know the world through touch, taste or smell. And so I feel.
But the nicest moment since I'm here, was to learn about Jasper. I feel as if I was his friend, but probably too early to talk about it now. I smiled to himself, because I remembered how we met.
Edward Jasper came the day after as we were shopping with Edward. Only heard his screams.
- Where is she? I finally see it. I spoke with Tanya and reported a me everything. Well, do not keep this treasure in front of his beloved friend.
I walked out of the room timidly, because I did not know what to expect. Before him, I saw a tall blond with beautiful green eyes. When he looked at me, grinned, then stepped forward and took me in his arms. I was a little surprised. The more that he kissed me on the cheek.
- Finally! Hello, Bella. Let me to look at you. Indeed, you're beautiful! I'm Jasper, partner and best friend that idiot - pointed at Edward, winking at me eye.
I smiled at him. I immediately liked him for this directness.
- Nice to meet you. I'm Bella, you know. I live in the d ... U Edward, for some time.
- Tell the fast, it's true that you're from the past? From England?
I looked at Edward. I did not know if I could tell something. This shrugged in response. Apparently trusted him.
- Yes, it's true. You really believe that?
- Are you kidding me ?! Back to the Future is one of my favorite movies! When I was younger, I always dreamed that I go back in time to the Wild West, I will fight with the Indians.
- Back to the Future? - I asked confused.
- Borrow it and watch it. I'm telling you, the bomb. And what you want to film? I'm with you so: Pirates of the Caribbean, Scream *** **** Wuthering Heights, Leon pro *****, Requiem for a Dream ******* ****** and Casablanca. Explosive mixture.
- Uh ... I do not know - dukałam - I saw only one piece of film. But maybe Pirates? I always liked to hear stories about them.
- Okay, then turn on. You'll probably admire Depp - like every woman I know.
And he was right. I was delighted with the actor, his talent and beauty. I laughed at the video, I was enchanted by the main character. Beautiful actress, heroine, aroused my admiration. Only her beloved did not impress me. When Jasper told me that there are more parts I was very gratified.
And so, after one day with him, I felt like I knew him for years. I'm not surprised that Edward chose him as his friend.
On that day, the first time I ate popcorn, which, however, is not to my liking. I ate the fries, which were delicious, especially the tomato sauce, which they called ketchup.
Jasper went out late at night, promising that the next day will also come.
I went to bed in a happy mood. Rescued me from sleep sudden noise. Thinking that it went to the door bell. However, the sound does not come from there.
Suddenly I heard the voice of Edward and jumped frightened.
- Bella, are you there?
- Edward? Where are you?
- Bella, if you're there, you go to the table by the TV and pick up the handset. This is what is on the square box. Pick it up and put your ear.
I walked hesitantly picked up, which, as it seemed to me, was the receiver and whispered.
- Edward?
- Catch the opposite. All right. Would you go to my room, take a red briefcase, which lies on the dresser and come here with her to me? It is a necessity for me.
- Well, I'll be in ten minutes, I have to get dressed.
- Thanks, I'll wait.
Thoughts went back to the present. All in all, I do not what to do today. It was Saturday, so Jasper has come at noon with a new movie and wants to force Edward to us watching. Well, I do not know whether he would succeed.
I got up and went to the kitchen to cook some breakfast. When Edward came, everything was already on the table.
- Good morning - said hello to.
He stood in the doorway and looked at me strangely. I blushed, and he cleared his throat.
- Hi. Thanks for breakfast. When Jasper come? I think I seduced today to watch with you, because I said something that will bring some horror.
I looked at him in surprise. I've never wanted, and now changed his mind?
- Yes, but I told him that I was not going to see any ghosts. He said that the most I closed my eyes. We'll see.
Posiedzieliśmy a moment of silence, eating breakfast, followed by Edward locked himself in the room claiming that needs to improve some notes.
Cleaned up the kitchen and took the book you brought me yesterday Jasper. Wuthering Heights. That's the tragic fate zaczytał Katty and Heathcliff'a, I did not notice, even when the clock struck twelve. Moments later, the doorbell rang.
- Oh, do not pretend to be a gentleman, who always rings at the door - I laughed and Jasper went inside.
- My dear, I am a gentleman in every way - bowed elegantly - it sucked mother's milk. And now, lady of my heart, let's go after this wicked, Sir Edward.
He opened the door to his room without knocking, saying,
- Bring her gracious ass here, sir Edward. Since Bella did not want to see at night, we are going to haunt the day.
Edward sighed, and then went to the kitchen. He came back with two cups of ice cream and sat on the couch next to Jasper. To be honest, a little scared.
- So, Bellusiu my dear, turn on. The film is called The Ring, and may not be somehow very scary, but knowing a woman ...
After half an hour watching and continuous arm wczepiania in Jasper, I had little enough. We both laughed at me and threatened from time to time, suddenly shouting. I appeared on the screen a terrible woman who was screaming and ...
- What is the div *** and lives under your roof ?! So it's not true! Cheating on me with that do not know what ?!
I jumped frightened. The threshold was petite woman with red hair, who had just killed my eyes.
Edward stood up and sighed.
- Hello, Victoria.
PWE
I felt a warmth spreading through my body, the source of which was in the vicinity of the lower abdomen. I felt it higher and higher, until I opened the lid. Jesus, how nice ...
They looked at me, big brown eyes, which immediately turned to my mouth. Mother of God, that I well see? Bella?
She leaned very slowly, then rubbed his mouth on mine. I shivered. She grabbed me by the hair and finally pressed with all his strength to me. She kissed me very greedily, and I involuntarily parted lips, leaving her tongue to the meeting. She groaned and pulled at my hair, and finally pulled away for a moment.
- Ever since I first saw you, I wanted to do it - she whispered.
I could not stand. I grabbed her tightly behind her head and pressed her lips to his. I bit it, sucked into, and she purred softly. She put my hand under his shirt and began to stroke my arms. Returned to his mouth and bit into her neck slightly, then began to lick. Tasted divine.
Unable to resist, I grabbed it and threw on the bed. I wanted her to feel beneath him. Automatically pressed her hips, moving them slightly. Came from her lips intermittent groan.
I put my hand under her shirt, wanting to touch, smooth skin. He stroked a flat stomach, it moves the fingers in the surrounding edge of her panties. She squirmed and whimpered beneath me. I could not resist and took off her blouse to see the breast as soon as possible. She was wearing a black bra whalebone, which gripped and lifted them up ... beautiful view. I ran the tips of his neck, heading slowly in their surroundings.
Touched by the material of the bra, first gently with your fingers, then put his hands on them all. I began to massage them and knead them. I put your fingers under the modest piece of cloth, which were covered and touched the nipples. When I did it, took a deep breath and moaned loudly. She grabbed me by the neck, and whispered in the ear:
- I want to have sex with you.
Shook me a thrill. I sent a hand down to her feet and grabbed the panty. I pulled it and ...
I sat up abruptly, feeling the sweat flowing out of me. I ran a hand across his forehead. It was just a dream, it was only a dream - I told myself.
A week has passed since Bella lives here and has not experienced it. The first time it happened to me. By this time even I did not pay much attention to her busy work.
Girl spent most of their time alone or with Jasper, which was fascinating. Between the two of them formed a strange intimacy. My friend came in the evening and bring movies, because Bella, as it turned out, was a devout kinomanką. I had a pretty good taste.
After several sessions she had her favorite actor, whose view sighed quietly. However, when asked about him, replied that she did not like it, but only admires his ability. Yes, yes ... like most of the women in this world.
Strained ear, because I heard some sounds from her room. Well, watch it again. She loved Jack Sparrow * Two days ago, and for the third time watching the movie with him. It was clear, it certainly Johnny Deep ** at her work.
I heard her laugh. How has changed since I went there. All around so it is no longer surprising. Bella Jasper learned of your TV and DVD, took a couple of times for lunch. She was charmed New York, she liked neon signs, cars, or even ordinary lights at the crossing.
To me to continue to keep a certain distance, did not trust me and talked to me a little. And I knew that I finally muster and just ask her for help. It's a new experience for me because I always someone else wanted her away from me.
But whether you agree? Do you will want something in return? I had so many doubts ...
Liked it here, it was visible to the naked eye. Do, however, will want to go back to the past? I was not sure.
I lay back on the bed, wanting to fall asleep again. However, immediately reminded me of a dream. I moved, and I was already excited, hardened - and it very much. I'll have to take care of it. I got up and went into the shower. How fucking teenager.
PWB
She yawned again. I got used for lounging, there is nothing. Not so long ago, I'd have a couple of hours on their feet.
I sighed. I do not know what to think. I feel good here, I can not deny it. In my past, there is no one who would be missed. I do not want to go back, but I can not live forever with Edward. The more that he rather likes me too.
For the last week behaved harshly towards me and rather talk to me. I do not know whether or not I had enough, or simply that was. I saw it only in the morning and in the evening, when he returned from work. I just nodded his head, and sometimes asked about my day.
Cook every day, but I strongly forbade. After two days, I have learned to operate the oven and never had a problem with it. However, it had claimed painful burns.
Slowly getting used to the local world. It's really exciting and a lot easier to live in it. A smile appeared on my face at the memory, as it was a week ago.
It started with the purchase. All the clothes in the shops were so beautiful and colorful. And very scanty. I was sure that I do not dare to wear such things. In my time as a costume would be on the lips of everyone and not liczyłoby that I am only a servant. And here? Women walk the streets baring breasts and buttocks. Everything wore, was tight and short. And these shoes, from which you can get a fear of heights ...
In some ways, my world did not differ so much from it. There, fashion was important for the upper classes, someone dressed in a dress from last season was Pointing fingers. And the underwear. I blushed at the memory, because I remembered the incident in the dressing room. How ashamed I was then, I felt like I was completely naked!
I still walk around New York; though short, was amazing. Zbłaźniłam with a rotating door, but I could not resist. I felt like a little kid on a carousel, so by turning in circles. An incredible feeling. People looked at me like I was crazy, and Edward laughed at me. They are accustomed to everything, and I'm like a kid getting to know the world through touch, taste or smell. And so I feel.
But the nicest moment since I'm here, was to learn about Jasper. I feel as if I was his friend, but probably too early to talk about it now. I smiled to himself, because I remembered how we met.
Edward Jasper came the day after as we were shopping with Edward. Only heard his screams.
- Where is she? I finally see it. I spoke with Tanya and reported a me everything. Well, do not keep this treasure in front of his beloved friend.
I walked out of the room timidly, because I did not know what to expect. Before him, I saw a tall blond with beautiful green eyes. When he looked at me, grinned, then stepped forward and took me in his arms. I was a little surprised. The more that he kissed me on the cheek.
- Finally! Hello, Bella. Let me to look at you. Indeed, you're beautiful! I'm Jasper, partner and best friend that idiot - pointed at Edward, winking at me eye.
I smiled at him. I immediately liked him for this directness.
- Nice to meet you. I'm Bella, you know. I live in the d ... U Edward, for some time.
- Tell the fast, it's true that you're from the past? From England?
I looked at Edward. I did not know if I could tell something. This shrugged in response. Apparently trusted him.
- Yes, it's true. You really believe that?
- Are you kidding me ?! Back to the Future is one of my favorite movies! When I was younger, I always dreamed that I go back in time to the Wild West, I will fight with the Indians.
- Back to the Future? - I asked confused.
- Borrow it and watch it. I'm telling you, the bomb. And what you want to film? I'm with you so: Pirates of the Caribbean, Scream *** **** Wuthering Heights, Leon pro *****, Requiem for a Dream ******* ****** and Casablanca. Explosive mixture.
- Uh ... I do not know - dukałam - I saw only one piece of film. But maybe Pirates? I always liked to hear stories about them.
- Okay, then turn on. You'll probably admire Depp - like every woman I know.
And he was right. I was delighted with the actor, his talent and beauty. I laughed at the video, I was enchanted by the main character. Beautiful actress, heroine, aroused my admiration. Only her beloved did not impress me. When Jasper told me that there are more parts I was very gratified.
And so, after one day with him, I felt like I knew him for years. I'm not surprised that Edward chose him as his friend.
On that day, the first time I ate popcorn, which, however, is not to my liking. I ate the fries, which were delicious, especially the tomato sauce, which they called ketchup.
Jasper went out late at night, promising that the next day will also come.
I went to bed in a happy mood. Rescued me from sleep sudden noise. Thinking that it went to the door bell. However, the sound does not come from there.
Suddenly I heard the voice of Edward and jumped frightened.
- Bella, are you there?
- Edward? Where are you?
- Bella, if you're there, you go to the table by the TV and pick up the handset. This is what is on the square box. Pick it up and put your ear.
I walked hesitantly picked up, which, as it seemed to me, was the receiver and whispered.
- Edward?
- Catch the opposite. All right. Would you go to my room, take a red briefcase, which lies on the dresser and come here with her to me? It is a necessity for me.
- Well, I'll be in ten minutes, I have to get dressed.
- Thanks, I'll wait.
Thoughts went back to the present. All in all, I do not what to do today. It was Saturday, so Jasper has come at noon with a new movie and wants to force Edward to us watching. Well, I do not know whether he would succeed.
I got up and went to the kitchen to cook some breakfast. When Edward came, everything was already on the table.
- Good morning - said hello to.
He stood in the doorway and looked at me strangely. I blushed, and he cleared his throat.
- Hi. Thanks for breakfast. When Jasper come? I think I seduced today to watch with you, because I said something that will bring some horror.
I looked at him in surprise. I've never wanted, and now changed his mind?
- Yes, but I told him that I was not going to see any ghosts. He said that the most I closed my eyes. We'll see.
Posiedzieliśmy a moment of silence, eating breakfast, followed by Edward locked himself in the room claiming that needs to improve some notes.
Cleaned up the kitchen and took the book you brought me yesterday Jasper. Wuthering Heights. That's the tragic fate zaczytał Katty and Heathcliff'a, I did not notice, even when the clock struck twelve. Moments later, the doorbell rang.
- Oh, do not pretend to be a gentleman, who always rings at the door - I laughed and Jasper went inside.
- My dear, I am a gentleman in every way - bowed elegantly - it sucked mother's milk. And now, lady of my heart, let's go after this wicked, Sir Edward.
He opened the door to his room without knocking, saying,
- Bring her gracious ass here, sir Edward. Since Bella did not want to see at night, we are going to haunt the day.
Edward sighed, and then went to the kitchen. He came back with two cups of ice cream and sat on the couch next to Jasper. To be honest, a little scared.
- So, Bellusiu my dear, turn on. The film is called The Ring, and may not be somehow very scary, but knowing a woman ...
After half an hour watching and continuous arm wczepiania in Jasper, I had little enough. We both laughed at me and threatened from time to time, suddenly shouting. I appeared on the screen a terrible woman who was screaming and ...
- What is the div *** and lives under your roof ?! So it's not true! Cheating on me with that do not know what ?!
I jumped frightened. The threshold was petite woman with red hair, who had just killed my eyes.
Edward stood up and sighed.
- Hello, Victoria.
chapter 4
Chapter 4
PWB
Ah, so it was Victoria, which I've heard so much from Jasper. I listened to his stories and previously imagined her as ugly and terrible woman. Meanwhile, she was beautiful. That's what threw the eye, its frightful thinness and high growth. Płomiennorude hair cascading down her shoulders. Her face was alabaster, with no blemishes. Extremely blue eyes threw thunder in me.
She came to me slowly scanned the eyes, then stood in front of Edward and strength hit him in the face. I froze.
Edward's eyes narrowed, which was a sign that he is angry. Victoria, seeing that look, she pulled away slightly. However, they quickly regained self-assurance.
- What are you thinking ?! - Screamed. - Do not call me, do not answer my text messages, and now you brought yourself this trollop!
I gasped outraged and already had her say openly, when Jasper grabbed my hand, stopping me. I looked at him, and he let me eyelet.
In the end, Edward said, frighteningly calm tone of voice.
- Victoria, if I ever promised you that I have an exclusive? I assured that I have for you any more feelings? At the beginning of our relationship I told you that I am not the type that involves permanently. Agree to that. Only sex and fun. That was the deal. Honey, you're not the type of woman that men would like to have a wife. Lover - yes, but nothing more. I remember this - Bella is not trollop. It is a normal girl, which simply helping and there's no sexual overtones. Not all are so hypocritical as you.
Edward finished, then looked at us. Jasper barely restrained laughter. I smiled broadly. I was tempted to tell her something, but I think Edward's speech was sufficient.
Victoria looked like she had her ears just fly out of steam. She came to me very close and hissed:
- This is not over, bitch. You will not have Edward, you still count.
I smiled sweetly at her, then grabbed her purse and threw out the window.
- My dear, you're still welcome here. Everyone likes to watch how people make themselves present. I can dispense with Edward, but I am afraid that he may have preferred to gouge out his eyes, than look at you. So - bye-bye.
I waved her and slammed the door in his face. Jasper, now no longer able to hold back, burst into loud laughter so that I had to cover her ears.
- Oh, baby, it was great! High five, yes! I knew that you are a fierce competitor. I was in your position I would have banged her.
- Do not think that I did not think about it. However, sometimes the words work more than a fist. Father taught me. I already have a pretty busy today, so I refuse to continue watching this bogey.
- In that case, you have to think of something else. I do not want to go to the office, and knowing Edward would just dragged me there.
- No, you know what? I'll go and I lay. My head ached. I think stupidity so it works for me - I laughed. Wake me when it starts, "Dr. House ". Frankly, I do not understand with the series, but the main character really to my liking. I can teach you a little medicine with your time.
- Do not take it seriously. Sooner would die adhering to what they say there. And to learn better the "ER". He once wanted to be a doctor, hoping to meet the hot Abby.
I shook my head. It was impossible, really. I went to my room and lay down. Before I knew it, I fell asleep.
Passed next week, filled with watching TV, cooking, washing and reading. I started a little bored, even though I was used to it.
Jasper did not come as often now because the company had an urgent task. Edward I saw only late in the evening. Come tired, sometimes he did not eat, but immediately went to bed.
Increasingly, I thought a lot about why allow me to live here. I felt something behind it. I did not know why he once believed me. But time travel is something impossible. He told me once said. And he, as the march, he immediately accepted my explanation. If you do not Edward, I dare broach the subject first. I was almost certain that it will not do any good.
The man hid in some mystery. This was evident in his eyes. Wyziewał of these frightful pain and emptiness. Sometimes he would sit and think to themselves for a long moment, not paying attention to anything. He looked so lonely then on that every time I had to hold back so as not to run up to him and did not hug. In the past, had something terrible happen. Something that does not give him peace. I understood it, because the demons of the past and I did not want to leave. The nightmares returned suddenly, when I thought I'd never come back. I know that the end of life will not forget.
Sometimes I remember about my life before that tragic day. What I was then happy, how joyful. I've always been the apple of her father's eye. Bought me everything I wanted. Thinking about it was masochism, but I wanted to keep this in mind.
The worst part was that over the years, in my mind the image faded from his father. This is what he looked like, sounded like his laughter. Wrinkled his eyebrows when he thought about something intensely. And the smell - a mixture of cigars, expensive perfume and pomade. As a child, I loved him breathe. Entire childhood is a time spent with his father. Horseback riding, shooting, reading stories before the fire.
Before I knew it, tears dropped my cheeks. I allowed myself to cry, but just this once. So I lay down on the bed and cried. I cried from the depths of my heart - his father, for a lost life, his mother, which I could not know. I guess I needed. Years of being strong and independent culminated in me emotions, which in the end I had to give a run out.
I could finally breathe a full breast, I felt lighter at heart.
Suddenly I heard a soft knock on the door, so I quickly wiped my face with tears. Edward stood in the doorway with a strange expression on his face. After a minute he spoke.
- We need to talk
I realized that I longed for conversation, has finally arrived.
PWE
I could not focus on anything today. Papers fall out of my hands, spilled coffee. It was almost like the first day, when I met Bella.
Bella. A whole week of great concern my thoughts, I had to finally talk to her. I can not put it off forever. It's been more than two weeks after all, since there is.
I knew that something guessed. Sometimes she looked at me with a suspicious eye, and if it were caught in this, blushed. If you do not talk to her, you may go. But nothing could hold her.
Jasper has repeatedly said she could get her apartment. He refused and did not know why. It could also live with him. Actually, they treated as siblings.
Is now the right time? Jasper does not come, because he went for two days to Chicago to sign a contract. So there is no one who can stop me and Bella.
God, why it must be so difficult? I am, after all, Edward Cullen. Brave, ruthless and implacable. I could not part with one woman?
I stood up. Time to end this little game. I'll talk to her today and ask for help. Claire said, the new secretary that I go out and I will not go back to work. I got into the elevator, nervously bit her lip and returned downstairs.
I wiped my sweaty palms on his jacket and breathed. In the kitchen, she was not there, so I knocked on the room. She had red eyes, she had already crying. Perhaps it would have a nightmare? At night, quite often I heard screaming. I always wanted to run and hug her, but I thought it would not be the best idea.
In the end I said, I could not stand indefinitely after the threshold the door to her room. I said that we need to talk. It looked as though it has long been waiting for. Probably so.
- Sit down next to me - she said.
I sat down, cleared my throat and blurted out:
- Help me to go back to the past.
Her eyes widened. She looked at me incredulously and toes Miel blanket.
- What do I do? Are you crazy? You think I utter the magic words and the door opens before me?
- And this is not?
- No, it is not. You must tell me one thing. Why did believe me, I'm from the past? How can you be sure that I'm not crazy?
What should I tell her? Is this the moment where I tell the whole truth? How does she accept?
I could not foresee. But I had to say something.
- Why do you believe? Because of desperation, the naive hope that, as you can see, I did not die in the end. I just do not have anything to lose. Everything I loved, I lost a long time ago. I do not have, just, no choice but to believe you. And this happens is that I saw how przechodziłaś. It looked like out of this world. Like magic.
- What happened? What happened in your past that this are you? Bitter, unhappy and without joy in his eyes. I can see it, because I'm such. Please tell me.
I breathed deeply. Now or never.
- Do you want to know? Do you really want to know? You lost your father, I know that. However, I lost two people. And it's their own fault. There can be nothing worse.
- Who are you lost?
- Catherine, the love of my life. And my baby, my unborn child, which I learned too late. I died ...
PWB
Ah, so it was Victoria, which I've heard so much from Jasper. I listened to his stories and previously imagined her as ugly and terrible woman. Meanwhile, she was beautiful. That's what threw the eye, its frightful thinness and high growth. Płomiennorude hair cascading down her shoulders. Her face was alabaster, with no blemishes. Extremely blue eyes threw thunder in me.
She came to me slowly scanned the eyes, then stood in front of Edward and strength hit him in the face. I froze.
Edward's eyes narrowed, which was a sign that he is angry. Victoria, seeing that look, she pulled away slightly. However, they quickly regained self-assurance.
- What are you thinking ?! - Screamed. - Do not call me, do not answer my text messages, and now you brought yourself this trollop!
I gasped outraged and already had her say openly, when Jasper grabbed my hand, stopping me. I looked at him, and he let me eyelet.
In the end, Edward said, frighteningly calm tone of voice.
- Victoria, if I ever promised you that I have an exclusive? I assured that I have for you any more feelings? At the beginning of our relationship I told you that I am not the type that involves permanently. Agree to that. Only sex and fun. That was the deal. Honey, you're not the type of woman that men would like to have a wife. Lover - yes, but nothing more. I remember this - Bella is not trollop. It is a normal girl, which simply helping and there's no sexual overtones. Not all are so hypocritical as you.
Edward finished, then looked at us. Jasper barely restrained laughter. I smiled broadly. I was tempted to tell her something, but I think Edward's speech was sufficient.
Victoria looked like she had her ears just fly out of steam. She came to me very close and hissed:
- This is not over, bitch. You will not have Edward, you still count.
I smiled sweetly at her, then grabbed her purse and threw out the window.
- My dear, you're still welcome here. Everyone likes to watch how people make themselves present. I can dispense with Edward, but I am afraid that he may have preferred to gouge out his eyes, than look at you. So - bye-bye.
I waved her and slammed the door in his face. Jasper, now no longer able to hold back, burst into loud laughter so that I had to cover her ears.
- Oh, baby, it was great! High five, yes! I knew that you are a fierce competitor. I was in your position I would have banged her.
- Do not think that I did not think about it. However, sometimes the words work more than a fist. Father taught me. I already have a pretty busy today, so I refuse to continue watching this bogey.
- In that case, you have to think of something else. I do not want to go to the office, and knowing Edward would just dragged me there.
- No, you know what? I'll go and I lay. My head ached. I think stupidity so it works for me - I laughed. Wake me when it starts, "Dr. House ". Frankly, I do not understand with the series, but the main character really to my liking. I can teach you a little medicine with your time.
- Do not take it seriously. Sooner would die adhering to what they say there. And to learn better the "ER". He once wanted to be a doctor, hoping to meet the hot Abby.
I shook my head. It was impossible, really. I went to my room and lay down. Before I knew it, I fell asleep.
Passed next week, filled with watching TV, cooking, washing and reading. I started a little bored, even though I was used to it.
Jasper did not come as often now because the company had an urgent task. Edward I saw only late in the evening. Come tired, sometimes he did not eat, but immediately went to bed.
Increasingly, I thought a lot about why allow me to live here. I felt something behind it. I did not know why he once believed me. But time travel is something impossible. He told me once said. And he, as the march, he immediately accepted my explanation. If you do not Edward, I dare broach the subject first. I was almost certain that it will not do any good.
The man hid in some mystery. This was evident in his eyes. Wyziewał of these frightful pain and emptiness. Sometimes he would sit and think to themselves for a long moment, not paying attention to anything. He looked so lonely then on that every time I had to hold back so as not to run up to him and did not hug. In the past, had something terrible happen. Something that does not give him peace. I understood it, because the demons of the past and I did not want to leave. The nightmares returned suddenly, when I thought I'd never come back. I know that the end of life will not forget.
Sometimes I remember about my life before that tragic day. What I was then happy, how joyful. I've always been the apple of her father's eye. Bought me everything I wanted. Thinking about it was masochism, but I wanted to keep this in mind.
The worst part was that over the years, in my mind the image faded from his father. This is what he looked like, sounded like his laughter. Wrinkled his eyebrows when he thought about something intensely. And the smell - a mixture of cigars, expensive perfume and pomade. As a child, I loved him breathe. Entire childhood is a time spent with his father. Horseback riding, shooting, reading stories before the fire.
Before I knew it, tears dropped my cheeks. I allowed myself to cry, but just this once. So I lay down on the bed and cried. I cried from the depths of my heart - his father, for a lost life, his mother, which I could not know. I guess I needed. Years of being strong and independent culminated in me emotions, which in the end I had to give a run out.
I could finally breathe a full breast, I felt lighter at heart.
Suddenly I heard a soft knock on the door, so I quickly wiped my face with tears. Edward stood in the doorway with a strange expression on his face. After a minute he spoke.
- We need to talk
I realized that I longed for conversation, has finally arrived.
PWE
I could not focus on anything today. Papers fall out of my hands, spilled coffee. It was almost like the first day, when I met Bella.
Bella. A whole week of great concern my thoughts, I had to finally talk to her. I can not put it off forever. It's been more than two weeks after all, since there is.
I knew that something guessed. Sometimes she looked at me with a suspicious eye, and if it were caught in this, blushed. If you do not talk to her, you may go. But nothing could hold her.
Jasper has repeatedly said she could get her apartment. He refused and did not know why. It could also live with him. Actually, they treated as siblings.
Is now the right time? Jasper does not come, because he went for two days to Chicago to sign a contract. So there is no one who can stop me and Bella.
God, why it must be so difficult? I am, after all, Edward Cullen. Brave, ruthless and implacable. I could not part with one woman?
I stood up. Time to end this little game. I'll talk to her today and ask for help. Claire said, the new secretary that I go out and I will not go back to work. I got into the elevator, nervously bit her lip and returned downstairs.
I wiped my sweaty palms on his jacket and breathed. In the kitchen, she was not there, so I knocked on the room. She had red eyes, she had already crying. Perhaps it would have a nightmare? At night, quite often I heard screaming. I always wanted to run and hug her, but I thought it would not be the best idea.
In the end I said, I could not stand indefinitely after the threshold the door to her room. I said that we need to talk. It looked as though it has long been waiting for. Probably so.
- Sit down next to me - she said.
I sat down, cleared my throat and blurted out:
- Help me to go back to the past.
Her eyes widened. She looked at me incredulously and toes Miel blanket.
- What do I do? Are you crazy? You think I utter the magic words and the door opens before me?
- And this is not?
- No, it is not. You must tell me one thing. Why did believe me, I'm from the past? How can you be sure that I'm not crazy?
What should I tell her? Is this the moment where I tell the whole truth? How does she accept?
I could not foresee. But I had to say something.
- Why do you believe? Because of desperation, the naive hope that, as you can see, I did not die in the end. I just do not have anything to lose. Everything I loved, I lost a long time ago. I do not have, just, no choice but to believe you. And this happens is that I saw how przechodziłaś. It looked like out of this world. Like magic.
- What happened? What happened in your past that this are you? Bitter, unhappy and without joy in his eyes. I can see it, because I'm such. Please tell me.
I breathed deeply. Now or never.
- Do you want to know? Do you really want to know? You lost your father, I know that. However, I lost two people. And it's their own fault. There can be nothing worse.
- Who are you lost?
- Catherine, the love of my life. And my baby, my unborn child, which I learned too late. I died ...
chapter 3
Chapter 3
PWE
Bella looked at me shocked. I do not blame her, I would be. I hope that more details would not want to know, because I do not know if I'm able to tell her.
- But ... I do not understand - Bella stuttered. - Please tell me all about it.
I sighed. I can not be avoided. I began to speak softly.
- Everything happened seven years ago, when I was a carefree twenties walking to college. With Catherine attended for two years. I met her at a concert, even when I was in high school. You could say that it was love at first sight. - Bella smiled at me warmly. - We could not break away from each other, we walked everywhere together. My parents did not approve of her, because she was poorer than us. It was not poor, but in comparison with us fell down miserably. Her father was chief of police, and her mother, well ... do well liked to drink. It also did not like my parents. Often quarreled with them, not coming back for the night. We slept in hotels, sometimes because Cathy had enough of his mother. It was not easy for us. Then I finished school and during the summer there was an accident. My parents died. Catherine was with me all the time. Finally, when the time came, of course, they both went to NYU * This may sound cruel, but no one we have not stood in the way, but I really missed her parents. I took over the family fortune and the second year we moved together. We were very happy. Practically treated you like a marriage. I planned to propose to her. I was not even going to buy a ring, but I could not ...
After the end of the first semester of my friend arranged a party. Come unless the entire dorm. There were plenty of people, alcohol poured down in torrents. Just the usual, student event. Came to her of course we do. Then I think I drank too much, to the friend offered me a joint and popped my head a little. Cathy is heavily pissed. She went to the dance floor and started dancing with other guys, I was jealous. And the men clung to her because she was a beautiful girl. Long black hair, green eyes and that smile ... When she smiled, I could do for her. She was aware of her beauty, but it has never been utilized. Up until that moment.
It worked. Even more drunk and accidentally dragged the girl to the dance floor. I whispered her some dirty things to your ear, brushed with her. At one point, she kissed me. When Cathy saw it, she ran away from there. I rushed her to the court. She sat on a bench and smoked a cigarette, even though she said a year earlier.
We started to argue. She was crying. I survived the bastards and bastards. She slapped me in the face. I, stoned and drunk yelled that I hate her, I deserve someone better. She began to cry even more. I, perhaps even more pissed off by her crying, I said I do not want to be with this hysterical. She looked at me and said:
- Okay, so we will not disturb you in your life.
Then, in narcotic amok, I did not pay attention to the plural, which she used ...
I walked away and got into the car. I left her there alone at night. I thought it would be such a lesson for her, as the dark to come home.
I went home and fell asleep. I woke up after two hours and took a shower, which awakened me. It still was not there. When sober, I realized that I caused. I wanted to apologize to her, I wanted to be with her and cuddle each other. I was worried about her, but I thought that staying with some friends. I went to sleep. And in the morning I was awakened by the doorbell. At the door were two policemen.
I can not even tell you what I felt then. My heart stopped beating, fear mastered my whole body.
Without further ado, they told me everything.
After I drove away, Catherine went to walk home. Two streets away from him came upon three men. They did not want her to pass. She kicked one in the groin, and this pissed threw her to the ground. They began to beat her and then raped. One after another ... They left her dying on the street.
Morning found her a drunk and called the police. They found that the three hours she was dead.
I had to go to the identification of the remains. She lay there, battered, bruised. But still beautiful to me. When I saw her, I felt my heart breaking. I never thought that something could hurt so much. I grabbed her and hug each other for two hours. I whispered to her that I loved her, apologized. Did not want to get out. In the end, they sent a doctor, who gave me something hypnotic.
The next day they caught one of the perpetrators. He was quoted many times. He added other and told the whole event. That's why it's all I know. Sentenced them to life then, without applying for a conditional output.
They did the autopsy. After a week were the results.
Catherine was 3 months pregnant.
After this news stopped there for the world. I quit college, I locked myself in the house and it almost did not go out, and as I have, it's only for a grave. On her grave. I went there and cried. At night I took some of her clothes, I would lie down with him and sighing her scent asleep. It lasted almost half a year.
I hammer, the whole story. Now you know everything about me. Contributed to the death of a loved one. And even two.
I finished, I felt her trembling voice. Something wet ran down my cheek. Did not even notice that I started to cry. Not happened to me for 5 years. I looked at Bella. She sat with tears in his eyes, looking at me sadly.
PWB
I sat still, and the tears ran down my cheeks. I was shocked to the limit. I expected a lot of things, but not this one. It was too horrible, too cruel, as for one man. God, he was then in my age. How much had to suffer, how great remorse had over the years. But it should not be blamed. I had to assure him of it.
- Oh, Edward, it's not your fault. After all, you did not want it to be met.
Edward looked at me with such a pain in the eyes, that as much as my heart sank.
- Not my will, right? If I was not such a bastard, if I did not leave it there, continue to live. The last thing I said to her, is that it does not want to. Those were the words that she took with her. It is possible that when she died she had in mind that very scene. So Bella, it was my fault.
I could not take it anymore. I came closer to him and hugged him. Hands around my waist, very tight and buried his head in my belly. Wept quietly, and I rocked him gently, stroking her hair. I do not know if it lasted. Maybe a few minutes, can hours. I felt the shaking stopped and sighed deeply, and termination.
I pushed it slightly and smiled. He told me the same thing. He got up and grabbed my hand.
- Thank you - he said simply.
- For what?
- For being me wysłuchałaś. Never tell no telling. Even Jasper, though he knows of someone else. I felt as if a stone fell from my heart. It's such a good feeling. And now, after what I heard you help me?
- But Edward, I really do not know how to go back in time. It happened by accident. I did not do it on purpose.
He looked at me incredulously. In the end, his face broke into anger.
- How do you know? You need to fucking know! - Began to jolt me. - I have to go back there, you know? I have to save Cathy! And you have to help me.
- But ... I do not know how.
When he heard this, he stood up abruptly and left the room. I ran after him. He headed for the exit door, grabbed him by the hand.
- Where are you going?
When he looked at me, frightened. In his eyes was hidden madness. He spoke very softly.
- To hell.
Before I knew it came out and got into the elevator. I ran after him.
- Edward! - I screamed.
He paid no attention to me. I could not go in, the door closed and the elevator began.
I ran quickly to the staircase. 20 floors. I ran as fast as I could. When I ran concierge only noticed as he got into the taxi. I could not.
I sank onto the couch, which was next door. I did not know what to do. Edward was in such a state that I was afraid of him. I did not know what he could be capable of. Jasper - I suddenly thought.
He's not in the city, but I have to call him. He may be able to know where Edward is gone. I went quickly to the top, the number that left me and slid quickly to the gatehouse. Still I could not use the phone. I asked the porter to chose the number for me. After a while I heard a familiar voice.
- What?
- Jasper, Bella here. Listen to me carefully. Edward was gone somewhere, very upset. Maybe you know where could I go? Think, please.
- Bella, but what happened?
- He told me the truth about his past. And he asked me to help him to go back in time. When I told him that I can not, desperate and angry ran out, saying that he was going to hell. Jasper, I'm afraid of him.
- My God, Bella. I do not know what to tell you. I have no idea where he might be. Maybe he went to the bar, but in New York there are thousands. You will not find it. Wait, you probably will be back soon. Must simply think. Do not worry, I know him. Please tell me how to go back home.
Jasper said goodbye and went back upstairs. I lay down on the bed, then got up, unable to lie. With nerves walked around the apartment. I turned on the TV, trying to drown out the persistent thoughts. However, it immediately turned off the.
Where could he be? Do not do himself harm? And why are so concerned about it?
I sat on the couch in the end.
Recalled our conversation and his religion. Catherine. She must have been a wonderful woman, if he loved her so much. Now I do not wonder why that was. Introverted, dry and sometimes insensitive. Guilt wyżerało him from the inside. Could I do something to stop the blame game? After all, can not live like that. That it destroyed. It's been so many years, and he still suffers.
The very best to understand it, but I know that my father did not die because of me. On the contrary, he himself brought upon himself such a fate. I suffered, it is obvious. Nightmares are the best proof. However, this was comparable pain, as compared to the pain.
Now I understood why so desperately wants my help. Why did he let me live here. From the beginning it had planned. I do not know why, but I felt sad.
And now I can not help him. Although I'd love to. Or is there some way? As soon as I come back, I will tell him that with his help I'll try. Can succeed.
In the end, tired and upset I fell asleep on the couch. Tormenting me with terrible dreams in which the police he declared to me that Edward was found dead in the gutter.
In the middle of the night wybudziło me pounding on the door, and then scratching the key. I jumped up quickly and turned on the light.
Edward stood in the doorway. The word was not quite reflect what I saw. Rather rocked. He was drunk, knocked at the door. I walked over to him and pulled him into the center. I patted him on the cheek.
- Edward, can you hear me? Wake up, Edward! You know how worried about you?
- But why baby? - Stammered. - With me everything is okay. I feel great.
- Please, go into the shower. You make some coffee. Ocuci you a little.
In the end, he was persuaded, muttering under his nose. I looked at my watch. Was third. And so it does not fall asleep.
I went into the kitchen and made a pot of coffee, also for myself and waited for him.
He left after fifteen minutes and looked better. Gaze was still cloudy.
Upiwszy phloem, drawled sighed and looked at me.
- Why do you care about me? - He asked.
I did not know what to say.
- Because I live here for some time, treats you like a loved one, like Jasper. By the way, I have to call him.
- How to Jasper? - I started to zoom. - But I'm not, in every way - he stood in front of me, I felt his breath on her face.
I swallowed loudly.
- I noticed - I whispered softly.
- And what if I do not want you to treat me like that? - Reached out and put it on my neck. He began to follow her on the neck, very slowly.
- Edward're drunk, you do not know what you're talking about.
My mouth was dry, because the second hand just glided on my side.
My heart was beating like mad.
- Bella, is it important now? - Whispered in my ear, his breath blew my cheek. - I know you want to.
- Edward ...
Holding me by the neck, pulled violently, pressing his lips to my mouth. I wanted to push him away, but after a while, my arms wrapped around his neck. He pressed me to the fridge, and I felt a chill on the back.
He kissed me suddenly and hard, shoving his hands in my hair. My tongue parted lips, then slid it inside. I went to a meeting of his language. We fought, kąsaliśmy and sucked each other. He grabbed me by the hips and lifted up, without interrupting the kiss. I wrapped my legs around him. He moved in front of me suddenly, and I groaned loudly.
That's cool with Edward. He looked at me aghast, then let me go. It was only then I realized what had happened. We watched each other's eyes, not knowing what to say.
In the end, embarrassed and flushed ran into the room, leaving him in the kitchen.
What it really was that ?!
PWE
Bella looked at me shocked. I do not blame her, I would be. I hope that more details would not want to know, because I do not know if I'm able to tell her.
- But ... I do not understand - Bella stuttered. - Please tell me all about it.
I sighed. I can not be avoided. I began to speak softly.
- Everything happened seven years ago, when I was a carefree twenties walking to college. With Catherine attended for two years. I met her at a concert, even when I was in high school. You could say that it was love at first sight. - Bella smiled at me warmly. - We could not break away from each other, we walked everywhere together. My parents did not approve of her, because she was poorer than us. It was not poor, but in comparison with us fell down miserably. Her father was chief of police, and her mother, well ... do well liked to drink. It also did not like my parents. Often quarreled with them, not coming back for the night. We slept in hotels, sometimes because Cathy had enough of his mother. It was not easy for us. Then I finished school and during the summer there was an accident. My parents died. Catherine was with me all the time. Finally, when the time came, of course, they both went to NYU * This may sound cruel, but no one we have not stood in the way, but I really missed her parents. I took over the family fortune and the second year we moved together. We were very happy. Practically treated you like a marriage. I planned to propose to her. I was not even going to buy a ring, but I could not ...
After the end of the first semester of my friend arranged a party. Come unless the entire dorm. There were plenty of people, alcohol poured down in torrents. Just the usual, student event. Came to her of course we do. Then I think I drank too much, to the friend offered me a joint and popped my head a little. Cathy is heavily pissed. She went to the dance floor and started dancing with other guys, I was jealous. And the men clung to her because she was a beautiful girl. Long black hair, green eyes and that smile ... When she smiled, I could do for her. She was aware of her beauty, but it has never been utilized. Up until that moment.
It worked. Even more drunk and accidentally dragged the girl to the dance floor. I whispered her some dirty things to your ear, brushed with her. At one point, she kissed me. When Cathy saw it, she ran away from there. I rushed her to the court. She sat on a bench and smoked a cigarette, even though she said a year earlier.
We started to argue. She was crying. I survived the bastards and bastards. She slapped me in the face. I, stoned and drunk yelled that I hate her, I deserve someone better. She began to cry even more. I, perhaps even more pissed off by her crying, I said I do not want to be with this hysterical. She looked at me and said:
- Okay, so we will not disturb you in your life.
Then, in narcotic amok, I did not pay attention to the plural, which she used ...
I walked away and got into the car. I left her there alone at night. I thought it would be such a lesson for her, as the dark to come home.
I went home and fell asleep. I woke up after two hours and took a shower, which awakened me. It still was not there. When sober, I realized that I caused. I wanted to apologize to her, I wanted to be with her and cuddle each other. I was worried about her, but I thought that staying with some friends. I went to sleep. And in the morning I was awakened by the doorbell. At the door were two policemen.
I can not even tell you what I felt then. My heart stopped beating, fear mastered my whole body.
Without further ado, they told me everything.
After I drove away, Catherine went to walk home. Two streets away from him came upon three men. They did not want her to pass. She kicked one in the groin, and this pissed threw her to the ground. They began to beat her and then raped. One after another ... They left her dying on the street.
Morning found her a drunk and called the police. They found that the three hours she was dead.
I had to go to the identification of the remains. She lay there, battered, bruised. But still beautiful to me. When I saw her, I felt my heart breaking. I never thought that something could hurt so much. I grabbed her and hug each other for two hours. I whispered to her that I loved her, apologized. Did not want to get out. In the end, they sent a doctor, who gave me something hypnotic.
The next day they caught one of the perpetrators. He was quoted many times. He added other and told the whole event. That's why it's all I know. Sentenced them to life then, without applying for a conditional output.
They did the autopsy. After a week were the results.
Catherine was 3 months pregnant.
After this news stopped there for the world. I quit college, I locked myself in the house and it almost did not go out, and as I have, it's only for a grave. On her grave. I went there and cried. At night I took some of her clothes, I would lie down with him and sighing her scent asleep. It lasted almost half a year.
I hammer, the whole story. Now you know everything about me. Contributed to the death of a loved one. And even two.
I finished, I felt her trembling voice. Something wet ran down my cheek. Did not even notice that I started to cry. Not happened to me for 5 years. I looked at Bella. She sat with tears in his eyes, looking at me sadly.
PWB
I sat still, and the tears ran down my cheeks. I was shocked to the limit. I expected a lot of things, but not this one. It was too horrible, too cruel, as for one man. God, he was then in my age. How much had to suffer, how great remorse had over the years. But it should not be blamed. I had to assure him of it.
- Oh, Edward, it's not your fault. After all, you did not want it to be met.
Edward looked at me with such a pain in the eyes, that as much as my heart sank.
- Not my will, right? If I was not such a bastard, if I did not leave it there, continue to live. The last thing I said to her, is that it does not want to. Those were the words that she took with her. It is possible that when she died she had in mind that very scene. So Bella, it was my fault.
I could not take it anymore. I came closer to him and hugged him. Hands around my waist, very tight and buried his head in my belly. Wept quietly, and I rocked him gently, stroking her hair. I do not know if it lasted. Maybe a few minutes, can hours. I felt the shaking stopped and sighed deeply, and termination.
I pushed it slightly and smiled. He told me the same thing. He got up and grabbed my hand.
- Thank you - he said simply.
- For what?
- For being me wysłuchałaś. Never tell no telling. Even Jasper, though he knows of someone else. I felt as if a stone fell from my heart. It's such a good feeling. And now, after what I heard you help me?
- But Edward, I really do not know how to go back in time. It happened by accident. I did not do it on purpose.
He looked at me incredulously. In the end, his face broke into anger.
- How do you know? You need to fucking know! - Began to jolt me. - I have to go back there, you know? I have to save Cathy! And you have to help me.
- But ... I do not know how.
When he heard this, he stood up abruptly and left the room. I ran after him. He headed for the exit door, grabbed him by the hand.
- Where are you going?
When he looked at me, frightened. In his eyes was hidden madness. He spoke very softly.
- To hell.
Before I knew it came out and got into the elevator. I ran after him.
- Edward! - I screamed.
He paid no attention to me. I could not go in, the door closed and the elevator began.
I ran quickly to the staircase. 20 floors. I ran as fast as I could. When I ran concierge only noticed as he got into the taxi. I could not.
I sank onto the couch, which was next door. I did not know what to do. Edward was in such a state that I was afraid of him. I did not know what he could be capable of. Jasper - I suddenly thought.
He's not in the city, but I have to call him. He may be able to know where Edward is gone. I went quickly to the top, the number that left me and slid quickly to the gatehouse. Still I could not use the phone. I asked the porter to chose the number for me. After a while I heard a familiar voice.
- What?
- Jasper, Bella here. Listen to me carefully. Edward was gone somewhere, very upset. Maybe you know where could I go? Think, please.
- Bella, but what happened?
- He told me the truth about his past. And he asked me to help him to go back in time. When I told him that I can not, desperate and angry ran out, saying that he was going to hell. Jasper, I'm afraid of him.
- My God, Bella. I do not know what to tell you. I have no idea where he might be. Maybe he went to the bar, but in New York there are thousands. You will not find it. Wait, you probably will be back soon. Must simply think. Do not worry, I know him. Please tell me how to go back home.
Jasper said goodbye and went back upstairs. I lay down on the bed, then got up, unable to lie. With nerves walked around the apartment. I turned on the TV, trying to drown out the persistent thoughts. However, it immediately turned off the.
Where could he be? Do not do himself harm? And why are so concerned about it?
I sat on the couch in the end.
Recalled our conversation and his religion. Catherine. She must have been a wonderful woman, if he loved her so much. Now I do not wonder why that was. Introverted, dry and sometimes insensitive. Guilt wyżerało him from the inside. Could I do something to stop the blame game? After all, can not live like that. That it destroyed. It's been so many years, and he still suffers.
The very best to understand it, but I know that my father did not die because of me. On the contrary, he himself brought upon himself such a fate. I suffered, it is obvious. Nightmares are the best proof. However, this was comparable pain, as compared to the pain.
Now I understood why so desperately wants my help. Why did he let me live here. From the beginning it had planned. I do not know why, but I felt sad.
And now I can not help him. Although I'd love to. Or is there some way? As soon as I come back, I will tell him that with his help I'll try. Can succeed.
In the end, tired and upset I fell asleep on the couch. Tormenting me with terrible dreams in which the police he declared to me that Edward was found dead in the gutter.
In the middle of the night wybudziło me pounding on the door, and then scratching the key. I jumped up quickly and turned on the light.
Edward stood in the doorway. The word was not quite reflect what I saw. Rather rocked. He was drunk, knocked at the door. I walked over to him and pulled him into the center. I patted him on the cheek.
- Edward, can you hear me? Wake up, Edward! You know how worried about you?
- But why baby? - Stammered. - With me everything is okay. I feel great.
- Please, go into the shower. You make some coffee. Ocuci you a little.
In the end, he was persuaded, muttering under his nose. I looked at my watch. Was third. And so it does not fall asleep.
I went into the kitchen and made a pot of coffee, also for myself and waited for him.
He left after fifteen minutes and looked better. Gaze was still cloudy.
Upiwszy phloem, drawled sighed and looked at me.
- Why do you care about me? - He asked.
I did not know what to say.
- Because I live here for some time, treats you like a loved one, like Jasper. By the way, I have to call him.
- How to Jasper? - I started to zoom. - But I'm not, in every way - he stood in front of me, I felt his breath on her face.
I swallowed loudly.
- I noticed - I whispered softly.
- And what if I do not want you to treat me like that? - Reached out and put it on my neck. He began to follow her on the neck, very slowly.
- Edward're drunk, you do not know what you're talking about.
My mouth was dry, because the second hand just glided on my side.
My heart was beating like mad.
- Bella, is it important now? - Whispered in my ear, his breath blew my cheek. - I know you want to.
- Edward ...
Holding me by the neck, pulled violently, pressing his lips to my mouth. I wanted to push him away, but after a while, my arms wrapped around his neck. He pressed me to the fridge, and I felt a chill on the back.
He kissed me suddenly and hard, shoving his hands in my hair. My tongue parted lips, then slid it inside. I went to a meeting of his language. We fought, kąsaliśmy and sucked each other. He grabbed me by the hips and lifted up, without interrupting the kiss. I wrapped my legs around him. He moved in front of me suddenly, and I groaned loudly.
That's cool with Edward. He looked at me aghast, then let me go. It was only then I realized what had happened. We watched each other's eyes, not knowing what to say.
In the end, embarrassed and flushed ran into the room, leaving him in the kitchen.
What it really was that ?!
chapter 2
Chapter 2
PWB
I ran into the room stunned. Her cheeks were burning me like a scorched alive. I put my hands on them. I had arms and legs like jelly.
I leaned against the door and slid over them. Sitting on the floor, trying to comprehend intrusive thoughts.
Fingers touched his lips. Still feel its taste. Nobody me it never kissed. Of course, there were those who dared to sneak kisses, but they were fast and untrained. But this? In my time, so to behave, it was only after the wedding. It escaped.
Why do it? So far behaved as if I barely tolerated, though sometimes she caught him on how staring at me. A strange sight, so intense. Whether it was due to alcohol? Because how can you explain that?
And I? I knew what was coming as soon as they approached me. I was able to push him away, hit, whatever. Instead, willingly given up. What does he think of me? I'm the same as all the women, who are chasing him. As Victoria.
It should not have happened. We crossed a certain limit and I'm afraid that the return is gone. As I now look him in the eye? After all, I groaned. God, I have to admit, even to herself. I liked. I liked kissing with Edward Cullen. And if he had not repented, I do not know if I'd managed to do it.
I sighed and hid her face in her hands. Maybe you will not mind? In the end, he was drunk. If it will be different, I do not know how I would live here anymore.
I felt very tired. For the first time I realized that I was beyond everything. Two weeks of continuous surprises, innovations and learn new things. From the outside it looks like I have long since adapted, but really, sometimes I'd been terrified.
Yet so many before me, I have so many things I do not know. The most I fear for my future. Do not want to go back, and yet here I will not stay forever. Especially after today's incident.
I could no longer think about it. I lay down on the bed, trying to fall asleep. Amazingly, I was able to very quickly.
Glaring sun woke me up that stubbornly skradało out the window. I looked at my watch. It was ten. I got up slowly and stretched.
Suddenly, the events of the previous day came back to me with a vengeance. I sank back onto the bed.
Maybe left for work? God, I hope, because I'm terribly hungry. I took random things to wear. Green blouse and jeans. I went to the bathroom to take a shower. After ten minutes I got dressed and stood in the room, not knowing what to do. I walked on tiptoe to the door and opened the them lightly. No one was there.
I act like an idiot - I thought, angry with herself.
I went to the kitchen, trying not to remember what had happened. Bello, calm down - lashing itself.
I put the kettle on, I took the cereal and milk. I made myself breakfast and sat down at the table. Mmm, I loved the chocolate balls. Linger at the window, watching the two pigeons coo on the window.
- Erm.
I jumped violently and kicked off with the remnant bowl of milk. I looked up. Edward stood above me, not looking me in the eyes. Looked away from him and started taking a rag to wipe the floor. At the same time as me, he wanted to do the same. Our palms are touched, and I felt a wave of heat. I took his hand quickly.
Edward stood up, putting his hands in his pocket. He looked terribly. Sunken, cloudy eyes and hair in disarray. Probably not very well I feel.
I could no longer endure the awkward silence. I had to speak.
- Why are not you at work?
He laughed.
- You've seen what I look like? For this, I do not know whether zdołałbym walk up to the elevator. I'm not in its best form. Listen, when it comes to yesterday's ...
- Nothing happened, really. You were drunk, did not know what you're doing - I interrupted. - It happens to everyone. Forget about it.
- Yeah, forget. No no, okay. I am glad that you are not offended. In your place, have long przylałbym himself in the face.
I smiled.
- If you are very dependent on that, then I can at any time to do it.
He laughed out loud, then grabbed his head, groaning. I giggled softly. I was grateful for the discharge atmosphere.
- Infusing those of herbs that are best for a hangover. My old cook betrayed me no recipe.
- Thanks, because I feel like a steamroller ran over me. And I have to go to the office because I have an important meeting this afternoon.
I gave him a brew that wincing as he drank. Then he went to his room to dress up, and after twenty minutes, took the elevator to the office.
And I? I do not know what to do with myself I sat on the couch, with a random book, which I found in the bookcase. I looked at the cover: "The company" John Grisham. Even though I did not want to read the summary.
After half an hour of reading, I gave it up. I could not pull up the story, so I put it into place.
I can not take so long. I'm tired of sitting idle at home. A little time to become independent.
I wore a shirt with long sleeves, put my shoes. I took the money you gave me, Edward, and I went to the elevator. I did not know where I want to go, but in the end she had to begin to explore the world.
I pulled down and went outside, wondering how to hail a cab. I stood there a moment, not knowing what to do. I looked around and saw a young man who called a taxi. I decided to do the same.
- Taxi!
I watched him a yellow car pulled up next to me. I got inside. The driver looked at me and said.
- Where are you?
I had no idea where to go. Totally did not know the city. I said the first thing that came to my head.
- Please let me down where the most is going on, where a lot of people.
The driver looked at me a moment, then nodded.
- Well then, at Time Square *, you will not find a better place.
I leaned against the seat and closed my eyes. I did not know if I'm doing well. But I did not know completely in New York, only ** Upper East Side, where I lived now.
I left no message not Edward. I hope to be back before you run the job.
After half an hour we arrived. I looked stunned. I paid the taxi driver and got out.
All around me, people crowded on buildings flashed a big advertising. It was so colorful and terribly crowded. I did not know which way to go. People callously pushes me on all sides of an effort forward. I felt like I was flowing river against the current. In the end, I managed to get out of the crowd and stood under a balcony.
I looked around and the first thing that caught my eye, it's a big sign on the building NASDAQ ***.
I was walking down the sidewalk, and I looked at each window, which I passed. From looking up hurting my neck. On the big TV people advertise different products, the singers sang, and the people who walked past me, even did not pay attention to it! I could not understand it. Can you just get used to all the technological innovations that nothing human is not surprising? It's very sad. I absorbed everything like a sponge. Okręcałam on its axis, smiled to himself. People looked at me like I was crazy, but I did not care. I was happy with this choice.
I saw the word "theater" on a nearby building and gratified went inside. The poster read that right will play Hamlet. I loved this play. I walked over to the window to buy tickets. However, not counted how much money I have. I fifty-two US dollars, and the ticket cost seventy-five. Resigned went out into the street. At one point I felt a tug and a bag disappeared from my arm. I looked up in surprise and saw a black boy who runs away from her. I've been robbed! I started screaming:
- Help! Help! I've been robbed!
Nobody paid any attention to me. Resigned I sat on the steps of the theater. What am I to do now? I did not have money to go home. I could not walk or go back.
I started to walk aimlessly, people hurrying past. I wanted to go to the other side of the street, so I went to her, glancing only briefly. Suddenly, I was stunned by the loud honking from all sides. The taxi drove millimeter from my leg. From another car, a man started yelling at me loudly, waving his arms. Scared I ran fast.
Tears started to fly me on the cheek. A beggar came up to me. He smelled of alcohol. Exhibited to me the cup.
- Miss can throw a dollar? Let the lady be good, I have kids to feed.
I ran away from him and fell into the first encountered space. The whole place smelled of incense. The air was smoke, and about a constant variety of items. Lots of elephants, some of the original deities. There were also some strange clothes. Suddenly, from behind the woman came out the other door. She was wearing strange clothes. Like colored sheet wrapped around each other. At the center of his forehead was a blue dot. I looked at her name tag with the name of Hasita.
The woman smiled at me.
- How may I serve you?
I walked unsteadily closer.
- Can you help me? Robbed me, I do not know the city and I do not what to go home. - I cried quite.
A woman came up to me and hugged me arm.
- Come on, now. Do not cry, not the first time it happens here. You have to call someone?
Only now I realized that I have with me a number to Edward and Jasper. I nodded.
- Give me tweak you and call - she said, and then struck a number and handed me the phone.
- What? - Edward said after the three signals.
- Edw ... Edward? - Said plaintively.
- What happened? - Asked worried.
- Help me. When you go to the office, I could not sit still in the apartment. So I took the money and got into a taxi. I wanted to do some sightseeing. Dropped me on this colorful street. God, as it is called? Time ... Time something. I wanted to go to the theater, but I had very little money. As I left, some guy took my purse! - I threw out the words, one after another. - He wandered aimlessly until he went into a shop and the nice lady gave me a call.
I heard her breath.
- Talk to the lady where you are.
The woman apparently heard what he said, because I immediately replied:
- Times Sqaure, 23 street. Indian shop "Jasmin"
I gave the address to Edward, and he just threw:
- Well, I'm about - and he hung up.
PWE
God, what a day. For the tenth time, I started to massage his temples. I could not even concentrate on work. I sat comfortably in his chair and closed my eyes.
I again returned to the memories of the night. The taste of her lips, silky hair, moan that came from it.
Once again today, has focused on the whole event. Why do I kissed her? How could I do this if a few hours earlier I told her about Catherine? Is that for sure it was a result of drinking? In the morning, when she told me to forget about it, I felt sad. And that's what I wanted. It was just a stupid jump. Certainly can not never happen again.
Suddenly my cell said. I looked at the display. Unknown number. I have received.
- What?
- Edward? - I heard Bella's voice trembling. I got scared. I asked what happened. She began to throw out words, the speed of a machine gun. I listened carefully and told her that I am going.
I sighed. What occurred to her?
I pulled down and got into the limo. I told the driver to go as soon as possible. After twenty-five minutes later, we arrived.
I quickly found a shop and went inside. She sat at the counter, crying and she was shaking. A woman, probably saleswoman, said something to her. This just nodded. When she saw me, her face lit up a smile that as much as I stood in the place. She ran up to me.
- Edward! I'm so glad that you are! I was so scared. I'm sorry that I left alone, but I was bored and I wanted to end up on their own to explore the city.
- It was said that you're bored, I'd take you somewhere. Well, that nothing worse had happened to you. New York is a dangerous city. Especially for you.
I went to the clerk and left her a hundred dollars.
- Thank you very much for your help.
The woman smiled at me.
- Not at all. In those days, you have to help the needy. See Bella, I hope to meet again.
Bella waved at her and left.
- Will you take me sometime to the theater? - She said softly.
- Of course, when you want. Maybe next week because Tanya returns. Zabralibyśmy her and Jasper. Certainly not today. I know I'm damn good-looking, but today everyone would have scared me.
Bella looked at me, and laughed aloud. I smiled at her. I no longer felt the awkwardness between us. Everything was back to normal. Although no. Everything was now better.
- Although, let's go home. I'm so hungry.
We got into the limo. Bella leaned back against the seat and stared at the changing landscape outside the window.
- I'll help you get to the past, if I can. I promise you this - she whispered, still looking out the window.
PWB
I ran into the room stunned. Her cheeks were burning me like a scorched alive. I put my hands on them. I had arms and legs like jelly.
I leaned against the door and slid over them. Sitting on the floor, trying to comprehend intrusive thoughts.
Fingers touched his lips. Still feel its taste. Nobody me it never kissed. Of course, there were those who dared to sneak kisses, but they were fast and untrained. But this? In my time, so to behave, it was only after the wedding. It escaped.
Why do it? So far behaved as if I barely tolerated, though sometimes she caught him on how staring at me. A strange sight, so intense. Whether it was due to alcohol? Because how can you explain that?
And I? I knew what was coming as soon as they approached me. I was able to push him away, hit, whatever. Instead, willingly given up. What does he think of me? I'm the same as all the women, who are chasing him. As Victoria.
It should not have happened. We crossed a certain limit and I'm afraid that the return is gone. As I now look him in the eye? After all, I groaned. God, I have to admit, even to herself. I liked. I liked kissing with Edward Cullen. And if he had not repented, I do not know if I'd managed to do it.
I sighed and hid her face in her hands. Maybe you will not mind? In the end, he was drunk. If it will be different, I do not know how I would live here anymore.
I felt very tired. For the first time I realized that I was beyond everything. Two weeks of continuous surprises, innovations and learn new things. From the outside it looks like I have long since adapted, but really, sometimes I'd been terrified.
Yet so many before me, I have so many things I do not know. The most I fear for my future. Do not want to go back, and yet here I will not stay forever. Especially after today's incident.
I could no longer think about it. I lay down on the bed, trying to fall asleep. Amazingly, I was able to very quickly.
Glaring sun woke me up that stubbornly skradało out the window. I looked at my watch. It was ten. I got up slowly and stretched.
Suddenly, the events of the previous day came back to me with a vengeance. I sank back onto the bed.
Maybe left for work? God, I hope, because I'm terribly hungry. I took random things to wear. Green blouse and jeans. I went to the bathroom to take a shower. After ten minutes I got dressed and stood in the room, not knowing what to do. I walked on tiptoe to the door and opened the them lightly. No one was there.
I act like an idiot - I thought, angry with herself.
I went to the kitchen, trying not to remember what had happened. Bello, calm down - lashing itself.
I put the kettle on, I took the cereal and milk. I made myself breakfast and sat down at the table. Mmm, I loved the chocolate balls. Linger at the window, watching the two pigeons coo on the window.
- Erm.
I jumped violently and kicked off with the remnant bowl of milk. I looked up. Edward stood above me, not looking me in the eyes. Looked away from him and started taking a rag to wipe the floor. At the same time as me, he wanted to do the same. Our palms are touched, and I felt a wave of heat. I took his hand quickly.
Edward stood up, putting his hands in his pocket. He looked terribly. Sunken, cloudy eyes and hair in disarray. Probably not very well I feel.
I could no longer endure the awkward silence. I had to speak.
- Why are not you at work?
He laughed.
- You've seen what I look like? For this, I do not know whether zdołałbym walk up to the elevator. I'm not in its best form. Listen, when it comes to yesterday's ...
- Nothing happened, really. You were drunk, did not know what you're doing - I interrupted. - It happens to everyone. Forget about it.
- Yeah, forget. No no, okay. I am glad that you are not offended. In your place, have long przylałbym himself in the face.
I smiled.
- If you are very dependent on that, then I can at any time to do it.
He laughed out loud, then grabbed his head, groaning. I giggled softly. I was grateful for the discharge atmosphere.
- Infusing those of herbs that are best for a hangover. My old cook betrayed me no recipe.
- Thanks, because I feel like a steamroller ran over me. And I have to go to the office because I have an important meeting this afternoon.
I gave him a brew that wincing as he drank. Then he went to his room to dress up, and after twenty minutes, took the elevator to the office.
And I? I do not know what to do with myself I sat on the couch, with a random book, which I found in the bookcase. I looked at the cover: "The company" John Grisham. Even though I did not want to read the summary.
After half an hour of reading, I gave it up. I could not pull up the story, so I put it into place.
I can not take so long. I'm tired of sitting idle at home. A little time to become independent.
I wore a shirt with long sleeves, put my shoes. I took the money you gave me, Edward, and I went to the elevator. I did not know where I want to go, but in the end she had to begin to explore the world.
I pulled down and went outside, wondering how to hail a cab. I stood there a moment, not knowing what to do. I looked around and saw a young man who called a taxi. I decided to do the same.
- Taxi!
I watched him a yellow car pulled up next to me. I got inside. The driver looked at me and said.
- Where are you?
I had no idea where to go. Totally did not know the city. I said the first thing that came to my head.
- Please let me down where the most is going on, where a lot of people.
The driver looked at me a moment, then nodded.
- Well then, at Time Square *, you will not find a better place.
I leaned against the seat and closed my eyes. I did not know if I'm doing well. But I did not know completely in New York, only ** Upper East Side, where I lived now.
I left no message not Edward. I hope to be back before you run the job.
After half an hour we arrived. I looked stunned. I paid the taxi driver and got out.
All around me, people crowded on buildings flashed a big advertising. It was so colorful and terribly crowded. I did not know which way to go. People callously pushes me on all sides of an effort forward. I felt like I was flowing river against the current. In the end, I managed to get out of the crowd and stood under a balcony.
I looked around and the first thing that caught my eye, it's a big sign on the building NASDAQ ***.
I was walking down the sidewalk, and I looked at each window, which I passed. From looking up hurting my neck. On the big TV people advertise different products, the singers sang, and the people who walked past me, even did not pay attention to it! I could not understand it. Can you just get used to all the technological innovations that nothing human is not surprising? It's very sad. I absorbed everything like a sponge. Okręcałam on its axis, smiled to himself. People looked at me like I was crazy, but I did not care. I was happy with this choice.
I saw the word "theater" on a nearby building and gratified went inside. The poster read that right will play Hamlet. I loved this play. I walked over to the window to buy tickets. However, not counted how much money I have. I fifty-two US dollars, and the ticket cost seventy-five. Resigned went out into the street. At one point I felt a tug and a bag disappeared from my arm. I looked up in surprise and saw a black boy who runs away from her. I've been robbed! I started screaming:
- Help! Help! I've been robbed!
Nobody paid any attention to me. Resigned I sat on the steps of the theater. What am I to do now? I did not have money to go home. I could not walk or go back.
I started to walk aimlessly, people hurrying past. I wanted to go to the other side of the street, so I went to her, glancing only briefly. Suddenly, I was stunned by the loud honking from all sides. The taxi drove millimeter from my leg. From another car, a man started yelling at me loudly, waving his arms. Scared I ran fast.
Tears started to fly me on the cheek. A beggar came up to me. He smelled of alcohol. Exhibited to me the cup.
- Miss can throw a dollar? Let the lady be good, I have kids to feed.
I ran away from him and fell into the first encountered space. The whole place smelled of incense. The air was smoke, and about a constant variety of items. Lots of elephants, some of the original deities. There were also some strange clothes. Suddenly, from behind the woman came out the other door. She was wearing strange clothes. Like colored sheet wrapped around each other. At the center of his forehead was a blue dot. I looked at her name tag with the name of Hasita.
The woman smiled at me.
- How may I serve you?
I walked unsteadily closer.
- Can you help me? Robbed me, I do not know the city and I do not what to go home. - I cried quite.
A woman came up to me and hugged me arm.
- Come on, now. Do not cry, not the first time it happens here. You have to call someone?
Only now I realized that I have with me a number to Edward and Jasper. I nodded.
- Give me tweak you and call - she said, and then struck a number and handed me the phone.
- What? - Edward said after the three signals.
- Edw ... Edward? - Said plaintively.
- What happened? - Asked worried.
- Help me. When you go to the office, I could not sit still in the apartment. So I took the money and got into a taxi. I wanted to do some sightseeing. Dropped me on this colorful street. God, as it is called? Time ... Time something. I wanted to go to the theater, but I had very little money. As I left, some guy took my purse! - I threw out the words, one after another. - He wandered aimlessly until he went into a shop and the nice lady gave me a call.
I heard her breath.
- Talk to the lady where you are.
The woman apparently heard what he said, because I immediately replied:
- Times Sqaure, 23 street. Indian shop "Jasmin"
I gave the address to Edward, and he just threw:
- Well, I'm about - and he hung up.
PWE
God, what a day. For the tenth time, I started to massage his temples. I could not even concentrate on work. I sat comfortably in his chair and closed my eyes.
I again returned to the memories of the night. The taste of her lips, silky hair, moan that came from it.
Once again today, has focused on the whole event. Why do I kissed her? How could I do this if a few hours earlier I told her about Catherine? Is that for sure it was a result of drinking? In the morning, when she told me to forget about it, I felt sad. And that's what I wanted. It was just a stupid jump. Certainly can not never happen again.
Suddenly my cell said. I looked at the display. Unknown number. I have received.
- What?
- Edward? - I heard Bella's voice trembling. I got scared. I asked what happened. She began to throw out words, the speed of a machine gun. I listened carefully and told her that I am going.
I sighed. What occurred to her?
I pulled down and got into the limo. I told the driver to go as soon as possible. After twenty-five minutes later, we arrived.
I quickly found a shop and went inside. She sat at the counter, crying and she was shaking. A woman, probably saleswoman, said something to her. This just nodded. When she saw me, her face lit up a smile that as much as I stood in the place. She ran up to me.
- Edward! I'm so glad that you are! I was so scared. I'm sorry that I left alone, but I was bored and I wanted to end up on their own to explore the city.
- It was said that you're bored, I'd take you somewhere. Well, that nothing worse had happened to you. New York is a dangerous city. Especially for you.
I went to the clerk and left her a hundred dollars.
- Thank you very much for your help.
The woman smiled at me.
- Not at all. In those days, you have to help the needy. See Bella, I hope to meet again.
Bella waved at her and left.
- Will you take me sometime to the theater? - She said softly.
- Of course, when you want. Maybe next week because Tanya returns. Zabralibyśmy her and Jasper. Certainly not today. I know I'm damn good-looking, but today everyone would have scared me.
Bella looked at me, and laughed aloud. I smiled at her. I no longer felt the awkwardness between us. Everything was back to normal. Although no. Everything was now better.
- Although, let's go home. I'm so hungry.
We got into the limo. Bella leaned back against the seat and stared at the changing landscape outside the window.
- I'll help you get to the past, if I can. I promise you this - she whispered, still looking out the window.
chapter 1
Chapter 1
PWB
We not speak to each other in a limousine, or, when we got home. Edward just looked at me, looked carefully at which passed me chills. They both sat down on the couch, including a funny program. We laughed and ate ice cream. Without any words. So we passed the time until late in the evening. I went to bed tired, and Edward was still in the living room.
Lying on the bed, I thought a lot about this eventful day. The colors, the lights, the crowd of people. I was terrified, in fact. But I'm glad that I dared to take this step. Despite the fact that I had been robbed, so very scared. This was my first step to independence. Once I had to move out. The mere thought of it, I felt a pang in his heart. For a few days I did not know what was going on with me. Today, as I saw Edward in this shop, I felt such joy as never before. And not just because he was a friend.
I wanted to run up to him and kiss him. In the mouth. I was afraid of what was beginning to sprout in my heart, I was afraid of the unknown feelings.
I knew that there is no future. He still loved Catherine. And even if it were not so, it separates us too much. He is rich, educated. It can have any woman he wants. And I? Dawna heiress, which ended as a maid. That everyone over the years gives birth. How can someone be interested in it?
Women these days are liberated, promiscuous. I can not be that way. I do not want to. But men like just such a woman.
Sometimes I really wished that I found here. It is in these moments.
I can not even talk to anyone from the heart. I have a Jasper, but he is a friend of Edward, I can not put him in that situation. And knowing it, just to make things blurted out.
I hope you will come back soon. I missed him.
I sighed. I can not just beat yourself. I have to try to sleep.
Squirmed for an hour, unable to find a comfortable position. When I fell asleep, I dreamed about Edward. He was running somewhere, and I could not catch him. He would call me, but with each step I, walked away from me. In the end, I was left alone, and some was just darkness. Every night I would wake up, unable to fall asleep. I went sleepy and dark circles under the eyes.
So it's been three days. Bored during the day, although sometimes come and take me to town to get something to eat. At night, I still had the same dream from which I awoke frightened. I did not know what he means. That night I did it again. He woke me in the middle of the night, but this time was different. I ran into Edward, when suddenly someone grabbed me by the hand. When I watched mature enough only the eyes. Incredibly blue. Never had never seen such. The rest of the darkness hid. The man was holding me tight, and Edward disappeared from my sight. Struggled with all his might. I was about to scream when I was suddenly woken from sleep.
- Get up, sleepyhead! Enough sleep!
He jerked violently. The Jasper was lying across the bed, grinning at me. I smiled at him brightly, jumping out from under the covers.
- Jasper! Yes've missed you too. Although there closer. I hug you.
He crawled up to me, grabbed me in a bear hug. I uleciało air from the lungs.
- I, too, for you, I've missed Bells. Even brought you something. But the dress first. Anyone else waiting for you in the living room, someone accidentally met at the airport.
She frowned, puzzled. Who could it be?
Quickly took a shower and got dressed.
- Bella, but no longer! - Jasper called me impatient.
I ran into the living room and stood in the doorway.
- How nice to see you again. Well come here closer, you look beautiful.
Suddenly he came out of his room and saw Edward guy smiled brightly.
- Tanya! Honey, what are you doing here? You do not have to be a month, not even three weeks had passed.
He walked over to her and caught in an embrace, kissing on the cheek. The woman freed herself with difficulty and came to me. She grabbed my hand and pulled closer.
- Edward I can see that the postarałeś. Bella finally looks dazzling. We have used time you go shopping, necessarily. Oh Edward, you asked me to do something? So, why I came back? I had enough of this self-righteous Lord have mercy designer. He treated me like a worm. Good one. I could clean the shoes. I went to help him with his brand, show off your collection, and he exalts. Well, let me now doing the same. Oh Bella, I got you a perfect creation. From my latest collection.
I tried to keep up with it, which was not so easy. I smiled at her.
- Thank you, you do not need. Edward bought me enough clothes.
She looked at me with shock on her face painted.
-Remember One thing - the woman did not know the word "enough clothes." I do not even dare to say that. This is an insult to our sex. Spend too much time with the guys, firmly. A dress is your reward. Jasper told me how dogadałaś Victoria. Zaimponowałaś me, and that is something.
- Yes, and where did you get you guys together? - Said Edward. - And Jasper, why the hell would come two days later.
The man smirked and looked at Tanya, you suddenly interested in her nails.
- Well, - he said. - I ran into her and a little zabalowaliśmy. Somehow, it just happened.
Edward looked at them suspiciously, then looked at me and let me eyelet, showing in their direction. I laughed under his breath.
- I am glad that you are, because I have an idea. Bella promised that we go to the theater, you get back. You have already planned this evening. And Jasper - looked at his friend, who was going to protest. - Not a word. Unless you do it for Bella? Not sure what happened to her. She went alone to the city and was robbed. She did not know how to get back.
Jasper looked at me aghast.
- You did not happen Bella? Are you all right?
- No, nothing. Just freaked out. I called after Edward and came after me.
I smiled at him warmly, and he did the same. I noticed the angle of the eye, such as Jasper and Tanya exchange the strange looks. What was that about?
- Bella, what you want to go? - Asked me Edward. - Maybe "Romeo and Juliet *"? They play it today.
- Oh, I love the art, but never on it I was not. I only saw "Hamlet" and "Midsummer Night's Dream **" when it comes to Shakespeare.
- Okay, well, done. I'm going to call and book tickets.
- Well, I'm out, I have to do on the deity. Although Jasper, you also need to do anything - said Tanya. - Bello come to you before, and I'll take care of you too. It's not like you can on the first public showing up, look sloppy.
I nodded my head and kissed her on the cheek goodbye.
Edward booked tickets for 20, so there was still plenty of time. I lay down on the couch and did not know when, I fell asleep.
She woke me loud conversation. I opened my eyes. Voices could be heard in the kitchen. I went in that direction. At the table sat a man and laughed at something. I looked at my watch. Seventeenth was forty. Edward finally noticed me.
- In the end, you woke up. Tanya will come soon, and will you get ready. Dress will probably be some. You have such a beautiful, gold-colored satin. Will be fit perfectly.
- I do not know, I do not know this. There is something to eat? I'm terribly hungry. Knowing you, you probably have not done anything.
They looked at me with mine dense dog.
- We thought maybe you something you prepare, how you wake up - Edward smiled at me sweetly.
I shook my head. Type of guys. I took the eggs and bacon and fry us scrambled eggs. Both of them threw themselves at him like hungry lions. I burst out laughing.
- What is it that men can not cook. After all, it's that simple.
- Honey, they do not even try to learn - suddenly I heard a familiar voice from behind. - Women for centuries did it for them, confirming the guys in the belief that they have to serve them. Bella, do not be.
- Oh - Jasper said. - Overtook her feminist phase. It's not a good idea, so we went out today. Starts talking us to death and not be alone. Ouch - shouted suddenly, because he got from her head.
- You better be quiet. Although Bella, you have to be prepared.
She grabbed my hand and pulled into the room. She sat on a chair in front of a mirror. It was not until I saw, what to bring. Big trunk cosmetics, curling iron, straightener. At least that's called these items. Until a couple of dresses and shoes. Just in case, as I said.
By the time it was even tortured. Straightened my hair, then curved. She painted eyes, lashes and cheeks. Choosy dozens of dresses. Did not agree to this, he suggested Edward. In the end, she dressed me in a beautiful silk dress, dark pink color. On the neck was a silver buckle, which spread to two thin straps. *** She was beautiful, but very bold, like me. For this wonderful pins, to towering heels. As a supplement, she told me to wear beautiful, pearl earrings Hair upięła **** me to one side, which ran on a trick arm twisted.
I looked in the mirror. My eyes widened in surprise. It really was me? I looked dazzling. Tanya winked at me in the mirror.
- No beauty. Time to show the men. Damn. I think I overdid. You look almost better than me. Today, every guy would gobble you up.
I blushed. I did not want everyone was watching me. I just wanted to admire one person. I shook my head to throw this ridiculous idea of it. Took a deep breath and opened the door. I stood in the doorway and looked at the men, who steel front. First, I did not notice, engrossed in conversation. However, my quiet grunt caught their attention. Jasper opened his mouth. Edward looked at me and so intense eyes that I experienced a strange feeling around the abdomen. Blushed. At the sight of Edward's eyes darkened. His eyes stuck on my chest, when suddenly I heard a quiet chuckle. Jasper looked at us, laughing to himself. Edward walked over to me and took me by the hand.
- Look beautiful - he whispered in my ear. Again blushed and smiled at him.
- You too look pretty decent - I whispered back, running after him eyes. He looked divine in a black tuxedo and white shirt, the two buttons were undone, showing a piece of his muscular ... - I shook my head. Goes way too far, my imagination.
Edward laughed softly with my compliments.
We left and went down to the bottom. Already there waiting for us limousine. When we boarded, Edward treated us with champagne. I accepted with alacrity. I was upset as we were driving to the best and most expensive theater in New York. There just comes very cream. Just great.
On the streets were terrible traffic jams, so reaching took us over half an hour. At the time, drank 3 glasses of champagne after. A little buzzing in my head. We arrived fifteen minutes before the start of the art. My friends greeted with everyone giving me someone from time to time. Just smiled and presribed hand. I saw how men look at me lustfully. When one for a long time held my hand to her mouth, Edward squeezed him tightly by the arm and smiled coldly. The man went away frightened. When we pretended to box, suddenly mature enough something that caught my attention. Eyes. The same blue eyes that I saw in my dreams. I saw them only for a moment, because man, dressed in a long black coat, immediately fled into the side door. Edward jerked his arm. He turned to me.
- Have you seen this man?
- What man? - He looked in the direction that I showed him. But nobody was no longer there.
Maybe I thought the only way? I did not have time to think about it any longer, because Edward pulled me up the stairs and we were already in the box. Art has just begun.
PWE
I could not look away. She looked just phenomenal. As a goddess, what's happening to me? After all, I've seen more beautiful women.
She was just captivated, looking out onto the stage, and in the corners of her eyes already lurked tears. I admired her perfect face. Small nose, slightly turned up. Full red lips. Cheekbones. Velvety skin. Then she looked at me and smiled through her tears. Drowned in her big, brown eyes. They were like chocolate. And the smile that lit up her whole. I returned the smile and some got closer. Again, we focused on the arts. On stage was Julia placed the elaborate plan with his father Laurent. I grabbed Bella's hand, because I knew that soon will be. Bella replied hug.
I looked back to the stage. Julia drank the potion that was fake her death.
I heard a sob. I could not help but smile. Women always the cry. I looked the other way. Tanya wiped her tears with a handkerchief.
Romeo arrives at the cemetery and sees Julia lying in a coffin. She drinks the poison and falls next to her.
Bella suddenly grabbed me by the arm and put his face in there. I only heard her sob. I stroked her cheek. I could not resist. Bella suddenly harder sniffed, looked at the scene. Well, Julia woke up. I saw her lover, then reached for the dagger. When it broke, both sides heard wailing. Bella and Tanya sat with a handkerchief to his face, shaking. I looked at Jasper, who also looked at me, amused. Both pokręciliśmy heads. These women.
Art just ended and we left. Tanya Jasper stopped.
- Do not get? - I asked them.
- No, honey, let's go to the city yet. My model arranges birthday club "Nirvana". You go with us?
I looked at Bella. She shook her head slightly.
- No thanks - I replied. I do not feel like today.
We said goodbye to them and got into the limo.
- If you wanted to, you could go - said Bella.
- No, seriously. I'm tired. Did you like it?
- Very - she screamed. - I love that play. There is such a romantic. I've seen you laugh at me.
She gave me a blow on the side, frowning eyebrows menacingly. I laughed with her expression.
- You want some more champagne?
She nodded and took the glass from me. Plugs were even greater than before. Bella took off her shoes and put her feet next. Involuntarily I glanced at them.
- Legs hurt you?
- Terribly. I will never get used to these shoes.
- I'll make you a massage. I immediately feel better.
- No need to - she protested. - When we get home, lie down, and tomorrow will be all right.
- But you have to - I whispered.
Closer, her hand to her feet and pulled on my knee. I heard loud swallowed. I began to massage the first one foot, slowly and gently. Bella closed her eyes and rested her head on the seat. Drank champagne at the same time.
I grabbed the other leg and so it massaged. Suddenly, when pressed in one place, she moaned softly. Hardened immediately. Bella opened her eyes and looked at me surprised at what she did. I continued massaging her, moving farther and farther. I got both of her calves, and she involuntarily slightly parted legs. I gritted my teeth. I squeezed her harder, as she licked her lips. At this point, I just wanted to throw at her. Instead, I got to his knees and pinched her lightly beneath them. She moaned again, a glass of champagne fell out of her hand, lumbering across the floor. I leaned over her, still slightly pinching. I was just millimeters from her mouth.
- I told you how sexy you look today? - I whispered in her ear, and I bit it lightly.
- No, not yet said - she panted. - Edward, we can not ...
I interrupted her, putting her finger on her lips. She reached out and licked his tongue. I groaned loudly. I could not resist. Fuck everything. I grabbed her and planted on his knees. Shifted slightly on them, resulting in me groan. I grabbed her face with both hands and przyssałem to her mouth. I caught her lower lip, as she grabbed my upper. I bit her and put my tongue. I could not breathe, so returned his lips to her neck and I bit it lightly. She tilted her head to give me better access. Whimpered softly. I grabbed her ass and pressed firmly to what I felt hard. She grabbed a sharp intake of breath and looked down. Move, sighing loudly. Still licked and sucked her neck moving lower and lower. I looked at her breasts, hidden behind the material of the dress. I ran his fingers over the collarbones, circling them. In the end, put their hands on. Bella looked at me, his eyes darkened, licking his lips again. I began to knead her breasts. Gently at first, then more rapidly, pinching her nipples. Is loose to me more, I would have had better access. I leaned over and licked the material. Bella grabbed my hair and pulled tight. I hissed in pleasure and pain. I drove her fingers into her arms, touching on the shoulder straps and gently sliding. Dress held up just at the breast. Once again shifted in me, and I grabbed her by the hips. I put his hands under her dress and began to follow up. Sapała hard, looking at where they are guided. I reached into her pants and drove after their edges.
- Edward, no - she whispered in a frightened voice, Bella.
Quickly withdrew her hands and began to kiss her again while sliding chest dress. I licked her ear, making her shiver passed. Then she gently nibbled my earlobe and licked his neck. I groaned, taking the lead on this. I looked down to where her breasts appeared to me in the whole installment. They were perfect. Firm and round. I licked my lips, moving rapidly. Slowly I turned ... no hands
- We are on the spot - said suddenly chauffeur.
Jumped sharply and looked at each other. Both were breathing heavily.
- Sir, I have to go to the city, if you get off?
I breathed. I looked at Bella. She looked at me. She took a sharp intake of breath and opened her mouth.
PWB
We not speak to each other in a limousine, or, when we got home. Edward just looked at me, looked carefully at which passed me chills. They both sat down on the couch, including a funny program. We laughed and ate ice cream. Without any words. So we passed the time until late in the evening. I went to bed tired, and Edward was still in the living room.
Lying on the bed, I thought a lot about this eventful day. The colors, the lights, the crowd of people. I was terrified, in fact. But I'm glad that I dared to take this step. Despite the fact that I had been robbed, so very scared. This was my first step to independence. Once I had to move out. The mere thought of it, I felt a pang in his heart. For a few days I did not know what was going on with me. Today, as I saw Edward in this shop, I felt such joy as never before. And not just because he was a friend.
I wanted to run up to him and kiss him. In the mouth. I was afraid of what was beginning to sprout in my heart, I was afraid of the unknown feelings.
I knew that there is no future. He still loved Catherine. And even if it were not so, it separates us too much. He is rich, educated. It can have any woman he wants. And I? Dawna heiress, which ended as a maid. That everyone over the years gives birth. How can someone be interested in it?
Women these days are liberated, promiscuous. I can not be that way. I do not want to. But men like just such a woman.
Sometimes I really wished that I found here. It is in these moments.
I can not even talk to anyone from the heart. I have a Jasper, but he is a friend of Edward, I can not put him in that situation. And knowing it, just to make things blurted out.
I hope you will come back soon. I missed him.
I sighed. I can not just beat yourself. I have to try to sleep.
Squirmed for an hour, unable to find a comfortable position. When I fell asleep, I dreamed about Edward. He was running somewhere, and I could not catch him. He would call me, but with each step I, walked away from me. In the end, I was left alone, and some was just darkness. Every night I would wake up, unable to fall asleep. I went sleepy and dark circles under the eyes.
So it's been three days. Bored during the day, although sometimes come and take me to town to get something to eat. At night, I still had the same dream from which I awoke frightened. I did not know what he means. That night I did it again. He woke me in the middle of the night, but this time was different. I ran into Edward, when suddenly someone grabbed me by the hand. When I watched mature enough only the eyes. Incredibly blue. Never had never seen such. The rest of the darkness hid. The man was holding me tight, and Edward disappeared from my sight. Struggled with all his might. I was about to scream when I was suddenly woken from sleep.
- Get up, sleepyhead! Enough sleep!
He jerked violently. The Jasper was lying across the bed, grinning at me. I smiled at him brightly, jumping out from under the covers.
- Jasper! Yes've missed you too. Although there closer. I hug you.
He crawled up to me, grabbed me in a bear hug. I uleciało air from the lungs.
- I, too, for you, I've missed Bells. Even brought you something. But the dress first. Anyone else waiting for you in the living room, someone accidentally met at the airport.
She frowned, puzzled. Who could it be?
Quickly took a shower and got dressed.
- Bella, but no longer! - Jasper called me impatient.
I ran into the living room and stood in the doorway.
- How nice to see you again. Well come here closer, you look beautiful.
Suddenly he came out of his room and saw Edward guy smiled brightly.
- Tanya! Honey, what are you doing here? You do not have to be a month, not even three weeks had passed.
He walked over to her and caught in an embrace, kissing on the cheek. The woman freed herself with difficulty and came to me. She grabbed my hand and pulled closer.
- Edward I can see that the postarałeś. Bella finally looks dazzling. We have used time you go shopping, necessarily. Oh Edward, you asked me to do something? So, why I came back? I had enough of this self-righteous Lord have mercy designer. He treated me like a worm. Good one. I could clean the shoes. I went to help him with his brand, show off your collection, and he exalts. Well, let me now doing the same. Oh Bella, I got you a perfect creation. From my latest collection.
I tried to keep up with it, which was not so easy. I smiled at her.
- Thank you, you do not need. Edward bought me enough clothes.
She looked at me with shock on her face painted.
-Remember One thing - the woman did not know the word "enough clothes." I do not even dare to say that. This is an insult to our sex. Spend too much time with the guys, firmly. A dress is your reward. Jasper told me how dogadałaś Victoria. Zaimponowałaś me, and that is something.
- Yes, and where did you get you guys together? - Said Edward. - And Jasper, why the hell would come two days later.
The man smirked and looked at Tanya, you suddenly interested in her nails.
- Well, - he said. - I ran into her and a little zabalowaliśmy. Somehow, it just happened.
Edward looked at them suspiciously, then looked at me and let me eyelet, showing in their direction. I laughed under his breath.
- I am glad that you are, because I have an idea. Bella promised that we go to the theater, you get back. You have already planned this evening. And Jasper - looked at his friend, who was going to protest. - Not a word. Unless you do it for Bella? Not sure what happened to her. She went alone to the city and was robbed. She did not know how to get back.
Jasper looked at me aghast.
- You did not happen Bella? Are you all right?
- No, nothing. Just freaked out. I called after Edward and came after me.
I smiled at him warmly, and he did the same. I noticed the angle of the eye, such as Jasper and Tanya exchange the strange looks. What was that about?
- Bella, what you want to go? - Asked me Edward. - Maybe "Romeo and Juliet *"? They play it today.
- Oh, I love the art, but never on it I was not. I only saw "Hamlet" and "Midsummer Night's Dream **" when it comes to Shakespeare.
- Okay, well, done. I'm going to call and book tickets.
- Well, I'm out, I have to do on the deity. Although Jasper, you also need to do anything - said Tanya. - Bello come to you before, and I'll take care of you too. It's not like you can on the first public showing up, look sloppy.
I nodded my head and kissed her on the cheek goodbye.
Edward booked tickets for 20, so there was still plenty of time. I lay down on the couch and did not know when, I fell asleep.
She woke me loud conversation. I opened my eyes. Voices could be heard in the kitchen. I went in that direction. At the table sat a man and laughed at something. I looked at my watch. Seventeenth was forty. Edward finally noticed me.
- In the end, you woke up. Tanya will come soon, and will you get ready. Dress will probably be some. You have such a beautiful, gold-colored satin. Will be fit perfectly.
- I do not know, I do not know this. There is something to eat? I'm terribly hungry. Knowing you, you probably have not done anything.
They looked at me with mine dense dog.
- We thought maybe you something you prepare, how you wake up - Edward smiled at me sweetly.
I shook my head. Type of guys. I took the eggs and bacon and fry us scrambled eggs. Both of them threw themselves at him like hungry lions. I burst out laughing.
- What is it that men can not cook. After all, it's that simple.
- Honey, they do not even try to learn - suddenly I heard a familiar voice from behind. - Women for centuries did it for them, confirming the guys in the belief that they have to serve them. Bella, do not be.
- Oh - Jasper said. - Overtook her feminist phase. It's not a good idea, so we went out today. Starts talking us to death and not be alone. Ouch - shouted suddenly, because he got from her head.
- You better be quiet. Although Bella, you have to be prepared.
She grabbed my hand and pulled into the room. She sat on a chair in front of a mirror. It was not until I saw, what to bring. Big trunk cosmetics, curling iron, straightener. At least that's called these items. Until a couple of dresses and shoes. Just in case, as I said.
By the time it was even tortured. Straightened my hair, then curved. She painted eyes, lashes and cheeks. Choosy dozens of dresses. Did not agree to this, he suggested Edward. In the end, she dressed me in a beautiful silk dress, dark pink color. On the neck was a silver buckle, which spread to two thin straps. *** She was beautiful, but very bold, like me. For this wonderful pins, to towering heels. As a supplement, she told me to wear beautiful, pearl earrings Hair upięła **** me to one side, which ran on a trick arm twisted.
I looked in the mirror. My eyes widened in surprise. It really was me? I looked dazzling. Tanya winked at me in the mirror.
- No beauty. Time to show the men. Damn. I think I overdid. You look almost better than me. Today, every guy would gobble you up.
I blushed. I did not want everyone was watching me. I just wanted to admire one person. I shook my head to throw this ridiculous idea of it. Took a deep breath and opened the door. I stood in the doorway and looked at the men, who steel front. First, I did not notice, engrossed in conversation. However, my quiet grunt caught their attention. Jasper opened his mouth. Edward looked at me and so intense eyes that I experienced a strange feeling around the abdomen. Blushed. At the sight of Edward's eyes darkened. His eyes stuck on my chest, when suddenly I heard a quiet chuckle. Jasper looked at us, laughing to himself. Edward walked over to me and took me by the hand.
- Look beautiful - he whispered in my ear. Again blushed and smiled at him.
- You too look pretty decent - I whispered back, running after him eyes. He looked divine in a black tuxedo and white shirt, the two buttons were undone, showing a piece of his muscular ... - I shook my head. Goes way too far, my imagination.
Edward laughed softly with my compliments.
We left and went down to the bottom. Already there waiting for us limousine. When we boarded, Edward treated us with champagne. I accepted with alacrity. I was upset as we were driving to the best and most expensive theater in New York. There just comes very cream. Just great.
On the streets were terrible traffic jams, so reaching took us over half an hour. At the time, drank 3 glasses of champagne after. A little buzzing in my head. We arrived fifteen minutes before the start of the art. My friends greeted with everyone giving me someone from time to time. Just smiled and presribed hand. I saw how men look at me lustfully. When one for a long time held my hand to her mouth, Edward squeezed him tightly by the arm and smiled coldly. The man went away frightened. When we pretended to box, suddenly mature enough something that caught my attention. Eyes. The same blue eyes that I saw in my dreams. I saw them only for a moment, because man, dressed in a long black coat, immediately fled into the side door. Edward jerked his arm. He turned to me.
- Have you seen this man?
- What man? - He looked in the direction that I showed him. But nobody was no longer there.
Maybe I thought the only way? I did not have time to think about it any longer, because Edward pulled me up the stairs and we were already in the box. Art has just begun.
PWE
I could not look away. She looked just phenomenal. As a goddess, what's happening to me? After all, I've seen more beautiful women.
She was just captivated, looking out onto the stage, and in the corners of her eyes already lurked tears. I admired her perfect face. Small nose, slightly turned up. Full red lips. Cheekbones. Velvety skin. Then she looked at me and smiled through her tears. Drowned in her big, brown eyes. They were like chocolate. And the smile that lit up her whole. I returned the smile and some got closer. Again, we focused on the arts. On stage was Julia placed the elaborate plan with his father Laurent. I grabbed Bella's hand, because I knew that soon will be. Bella replied hug.
I looked back to the stage. Julia drank the potion that was fake her death.
I heard a sob. I could not help but smile. Women always the cry. I looked the other way. Tanya wiped her tears with a handkerchief.
Romeo arrives at the cemetery and sees Julia lying in a coffin. She drinks the poison and falls next to her.
Bella suddenly grabbed me by the arm and put his face in there. I only heard her sob. I stroked her cheek. I could not resist. Bella suddenly harder sniffed, looked at the scene. Well, Julia woke up. I saw her lover, then reached for the dagger. When it broke, both sides heard wailing. Bella and Tanya sat with a handkerchief to his face, shaking. I looked at Jasper, who also looked at me, amused. Both pokręciliśmy heads. These women.
Art just ended and we left. Tanya Jasper stopped.
- Do not get? - I asked them.
- No, honey, let's go to the city yet. My model arranges birthday club "Nirvana". You go with us?
I looked at Bella. She shook her head slightly.
- No thanks - I replied. I do not feel like today.
We said goodbye to them and got into the limo.
- If you wanted to, you could go - said Bella.
- No, seriously. I'm tired. Did you like it?
- Very - she screamed. - I love that play. There is such a romantic. I've seen you laugh at me.
She gave me a blow on the side, frowning eyebrows menacingly. I laughed with her expression.
- You want some more champagne?
She nodded and took the glass from me. Plugs were even greater than before. Bella took off her shoes and put her feet next. Involuntarily I glanced at them.
- Legs hurt you?
- Terribly. I will never get used to these shoes.
- I'll make you a massage. I immediately feel better.
- No need to - she protested. - When we get home, lie down, and tomorrow will be all right.
- But you have to - I whispered.
Closer, her hand to her feet and pulled on my knee. I heard loud swallowed. I began to massage the first one foot, slowly and gently. Bella closed her eyes and rested her head on the seat. Drank champagne at the same time.
I grabbed the other leg and so it massaged. Suddenly, when pressed in one place, she moaned softly. Hardened immediately. Bella opened her eyes and looked at me surprised at what she did. I continued massaging her, moving farther and farther. I got both of her calves, and she involuntarily slightly parted legs. I gritted my teeth. I squeezed her harder, as she licked her lips. At this point, I just wanted to throw at her. Instead, I got to his knees and pinched her lightly beneath them. She moaned again, a glass of champagne fell out of her hand, lumbering across the floor. I leaned over her, still slightly pinching. I was just millimeters from her mouth.
- I told you how sexy you look today? - I whispered in her ear, and I bit it lightly.
- No, not yet said - she panted. - Edward, we can not ...
I interrupted her, putting her finger on her lips. She reached out and licked his tongue. I groaned loudly. I could not resist. Fuck everything. I grabbed her and planted on his knees. Shifted slightly on them, resulting in me groan. I grabbed her face with both hands and przyssałem to her mouth. I caught her lower lip, as she grabbed my upper. I bit her and put my tongue. I could not breathe, so returned his lips to her neck and I bit it lightly. She tilted her head to give me better access. Whimpered softly. I grabbed her ass and pressed firmly to what I felt hard. She grabbed a sharp intake of breath and looked down. Move, sighing loudly. Still licked and sucked her neck moving lower and lower. I looked at her breasts, hidden behind the material of the dress. I ran his fingers over the collarbones, circling them. In the end, put their hands on. Bella looked at me, his eyes darkened, licking his lips again. I began to knead her breasts. Gently at first, then more rapidly, pinching her nipples. Is loose to me more, I would have had better access. I leaned over and licked the material. Bella grabbed my hair and pulled tight. I hissed in pleasure and pain. I drove her fingers into her arms, touching on the shoulder straps and gently sliding. Dress held up just at the breast. Once again shifted in me, and I grabbed her by the hips. I put his hands under her dress and began to follow up. Sapała hard, looking at where they are guided. I reached into her pants and drove after their edges.
- Edward, no - she whispered in a frightened voice, Bella.
Quickly withdrew her hands and began to kiss her again while sliding chest dress. I licked her ear, making her shiver passed. Then she gently nibbled my earlobe and licked his neck. I groaned, taking the lead on this. I looked down to where her breasts appeared to me in the whole installment. They were perfect. Firm and round. I licked my lips, moving rapidly. Slowly I turned ... no hands
- We are on the spot - said suddenly chauffeur.
Jumped sharply and looked at each other. Both were breathing heavily.
- Sir, I have to go to the city, if you get off?
I breathed. I looked at Bella. She looked at me. She took a sharp intake of breath and opened her mouth.
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